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I feel very shaken up and uncomfortable. i am not sure what to believe ether. part of me says that this is just my head but then another quite strong part of me is saying that my treatment team have been lying to me this whole time and that they are actually all plotting to destroy me. i think they have also maybe put something inside me like a chip to control me and they are also using the meds to make me think they are trying to help when actually they arent. and also they have a demon watching me cause it wont go away and also there are people watching me and i feel like they are going to attack me it is hard to explain. but what should i do is this just my head? or is it not and should i try and get away from all of them so they cant find me? i am really scared right now and i dont know what to do or who to talk to or um it is hard to explain but i just really need some advice. thanks if you read this.
You can @Eden1919 you have gotten through the last few days when you have been feeling so low - you can do this - you know I believe in you
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Unknown userMember
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Hi @Eden1919,
I am sorry to hear you are struggling so much tonight and that you feel like you can't cope with everything. I have sent you a check-in email. Please take care of yourself and let us know if you are safe!
Kindest,
Amour_Et_Psyché
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Unknown userMember
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Still thinking of you @Eden1919
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Eden1919Senior Contributor
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I am struggling again tonight but i feel weird magical in a way my head feels all weird too like there is someone inside my head talking to me telling me to do things and sometimes other things talk to me too like the furniature or plants and stuff it is hard to describe and then there is the issue of the demon that follows me and also the fact that i am locked in the wrong dimension and i think i need to go the people around me arent who they say they are and i dont want to take my meds i am scared they are bad for me well i know they are i dont know what to do this is a mess.
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Unknown userMember
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You are fighting off some demons.... By the sounds of it.... I wish my furniture spoke to me. I am still here listening but theres not much I can do other than listen... I think we all feel like that regarding others being who they say they are though when you are fighting mental illness it's very hard to actually find who that real person is underneath all that....
Anyway hope you are ok.
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Eden1919Senior Contributor
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Thanks @Former-Member
I am really struggling tonight i dont know what to do everything is so intense and i am not coping at all i just want to scream and cry! and the spirits are talking to me again and i am going to stop me meds they are bad for me
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Zoe7Senior Contributor
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Please seek advice before you stop your meds @Eden1919 You have done this before and it has made it a lot worse for you. There are a few people struggling tonight so you are in good company - I have had a pretty awful day but have been kept distracted tonight by some wonderful people on here - so I am here listening if you need
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