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I am- Overwhelmed & Traumatised I need your support!!

I am- Overwhelmed & Traumatised I need your support!!

I have realised why I am like I am, I have had one traumatic life changing experience after another in my life. I looked in the mirror & went into shock as I didn't recognize myself. I have been running on near empty now for many years. The whole experience which led up to the Major life saving Spinal Surgery, which I had 15 month ago, has drained & frightened me so much that I am concerned about everything now. My family & any friends I ever had are distant, & have no sincere care or understanding for me, they do not care. I am all alone & not knowing what to do about anything, the nitmares, anxiety attackes, & feelings of not coping, can be crippling? Can you understand & relate to what I have shared, & would you like to help in some way, by sharing anything that I can use too, that will help?

Thank you,

Bella

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Re: I am- Overwhelmed & Traumatised I need your support!!

@outlander

Thank you for always thinking of me, I will always love you, all my life. I am struggling very much with the demons, of chronic pain,& painful abusive past. Too much stress, & sadness, are starting to consume my thoughts. I believe this chronic pain, which I do not have any relief, nor future hope of relief, at this stage in my life. I do not want to bring you down any longer, & I hate being this way. I have given myself a few days to seriously consider leaving SF, & whether it is just an over emotional response to the recent problem I had with a message, to a SF member.

I now believe that for, your, & for my MH, best interest that I delete my profile, so I have asked by e-mail this evening to have my profile removed.

Please don't be angry with my choice, as I did it for Love!

Just 4 U My Beautiful- OUTLANDER!-

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vWpy7E9tj-s

LOVE & HUGS!!

Bella XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX & More!

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Re: I am- Overwhelmed & Traumatised I need your support!!

Im not angry @Former-Member im sorry your leaving though. Your never a burden to me please dont leave thinking your burdening me. Keep reaching out offline ok. I will really miss you. Ive also still got your paintings too. ❣

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Re: I am- Overwhelmed & Traumatised I need your support!!

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sRKqxSZeq4

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0IA3ZvCkRkQ

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NA8nZhVZSGk

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2MSwZBF95Kc

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MfrX4IOjCz0

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=H2G5MwT14Ds

Love Always!

Bella XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX & More!

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Re: I am- Overwhelmed & Traumatised I need your support!!

Have you decided to stay @Former-Member ?

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Re: I am- Overwhelmed & Traumatised I need your support!!

@outlander

My profile is not deleted yet, I wanted to check on you, & see how you are. I am very sad & will miss you so much too, believe me. I have a heart that grieves loss BIG time believe me. I'm crying while I type this to you. I just posted some Spiritual Encouragement in CT & I am not going to say goodbye, ABBA Father is with them, it's not about me in CT, it's about GOD & Faith in HIM.

I know they will continue to help each other, & give GOD the GLORY in CT. It may look wierd with my name removed, I am sorry for messing it up that way 😞

I may come back in the future with a new nic name, when I sort this depressed mess I am attm. I will let you know that it's me if I do come back, promise!

I love you more than words can say!

I will do some sketching, & dedicate them to you!

Love U!

Bella XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX & more!

Edited: I accidently clicked post b4 I finished woops!

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Re: I am- Overwhelmed & Traumatised I need your support!!

I really hope you do come back @Former-Member i thought you had changed your mind. I was hoping so anyway....im already missing you and you havent even left yet 😞
But you need to do whats best for you so i respect that

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Re: I am- Overwhelmed & Traumatised I need your support!!

Hi @Former-Member,

Sorry to read you are wishing to leave - just to clarify, if you wish to close your account, you will need to email the forum team at team@saneforums.org

While this is sad news, we do respect members wishes on this. We are also happy to answer any questions you may have around this process as new nicknames etc are at times restricted.

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Re: I am- Overwhelmed & Traumatised I need your support!!

@Former-Member
@outlander
Thank you Lauz, I have been very mixed emotionally lately, up & down in my emotions. I did not want to burden outlander with my problems.
I love her with all my heart, & she knows this fact. Maybe my leaving may not help either of us like I thought it may?
Outlander, wants me to stay, can you help stop my e-mail I posted through- Contact us Link, to be canceled please?
If it is stopped then, for outlander, I better stay for now. I am sick with concern for her. It's hit me hard today 😞
Sincerely,
Bella

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Re: I am- Overwhelmed & Traumatised I need your support!!

Hi @Former-Member,

It is important to make decisions that are best for you. If you are feeling like you need a break from the forums it is equally okay for you to take time out without closing your account. Self care is a priority.

For any further questions around your forum account and use email team@saneforums.org

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Re: I am- Overwhelmed & Traumatised I need your support!!

@Former-Member please do what is best for you ok... i respect and understand which ever decision you make 💖
If your still undecided maybe give yourself an extra day or so i really want whats best for you too ❤
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