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I am- Overwhelmed & Traumatised I need your support!!

I am- Overwhelmed & Traumatised I need your support!!

I have realised why I am like I am, I have had one traumatic life changing experience after another in my life. I looked in the mirror & went into shock as I didn't recognize myself. I have been running on near empty now for many years. The whole experience which led up to the Major life saving Spinal Surgery, which I had 15 month ago, has drained & frightened me so much that I am concerned about everything now. My family & any friends I ever had are distant, & have no sincere care or understanding for me, they do not care. I am all alone & not knowing what to do about anything, the nitmares, anxiety attackes, & feelings of not coping, can be crippling? Can you understand & relate to what I have shared, & would you like to help in some way, by sharing anything that I can use too, that will help?

Thank you,

Bella

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Love and hugs to you beautiful xxxooo

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@BlueBay
Thank you for your support, I love you!
Bella xo 🙂

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@outlander

Today has been more painful than other days. I have been waking up each morning depressed, & thinking wrong thoughts for a few months. This Chronic pain is draining, & I am noticing the changes in my attitude, & hope for a better future is something I am not positive about, anymore.

I needed to just get this out of my system, instead of bottling it up. You do not need to reply to this message. I am telling you this so that someone knows, if I try to tell anyone in my family they just think that I am a, morbid, depressed, person.

Which is their excuse, for not helping me. I don't want their help, nor their company anymore. I have lived so long now without them, it would be uncomfortable for me to be around any of them.

I will go for now, maybe things will be a little, or a lot, better tomorrow, maybe not. Which ever way it is tomorrow, I will deal with tomorrow, tomorrow!

Love & Hugs!

Bella XO 🙂

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