@utopia
Yeah, I ended up putting aside too much. Im usually pretty good with all that kind of stuff, who knows what I was thinking the day I did it but omg I made a good shambles of it lol!
I know what you mean about the hypermania or mania … mum has always been one to buy things in excess, especially when it comes to food, etc but when it comes to spending for herself, she has never been big on that. There have been many occasions when Ive had to encourage her to buy herself something for herself, sometimes ive just ended up buying it for her lol. Who knows, maybe she’s just making it up for her now! her lucky number atm is six … buy 6 pairs of pj’s , six pairs of pants, lol. She has been diagnosed with depression and anxiety.
Ah yes, so my plans for tomorrow, going for a walk with my friend in the morning. We were going to go to rspca million paws walk but instead im gonna go to her place as she wants to show me a unit that she just put an offer on this evening – very exciting! And then we will go for a walk close to where she lives. Will go and visit mum early arvo and then go to the movies. Im thinking of seeing the one with Melissa mccarthy – life of the party. Mindless comedies are good for me atm.
Oooh awesome, I love movie festivals – what type of festival is it? I sometimes go to the Italian film festival (being Italian myself!) but have also seen French movies – I sound so worldly, hey? Im not – far from it! haha
Aaaw poor luv, you don’t even remember u said you were going to go. Hopefully it is a nice day for you and your sister and mum. Do you have a good relationship with your sister? Is she older or younger? Does she live far? So nosey I am 😊 actually, I was just reading on in your message – do you think you will feel up to it? you don’t sound good sweets, and you may actually be better off resting. Im sure they would understand especially as you just spent all night in hospital last night! You got chest pains atm? ☹ actually, the more I read your message, I don’t think you should go tomorrow. Especially with all the fragrances and chemicals – I don’t think youre going to enjoy yourself.
Yeah, my mum loves her little brother – they are very close. And mum is very protective of him – no one can say a bad thing about my uncle! Apart from me, he’s actually the only relative she wants to see while she is in hospital. He sees mum twice a week which is good. I can see he is hurting seeing mum unwell. He tries to hide it but I did notice on Tuesday he was struggling seeing mum the way she was as she was not in a good way, and he hadn’t seen mum like that before. They are only 3 years apart.
I just had some custard and mini choc chip cookies – yummy! Now im sitting here trying to decide what to do next!
I wonder if you are sleeping … hmmmm … you could be sleeping. I wouldn’t be surprised if you were. I would be very sleepy if I was you. your anxiety okay this evening?
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