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Fragile

Fragile

For a while I have tried to find a thread I had started when I joined the forum that could be a "home" thread for me.

Being busy about the forum has been a coping style, where I can acknowledge all my different life experiences that had been silenced. Possibly do some good and prevent things from getting worse. Like the little boy with the finger in the dyke.

Feeling fragile

Needing Nurture

Generations: Son to SonMoments of BeautyGrapes are Greatand look out the window ...Namitjara

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just popping in to let you know im thinking of you @Appleblossom

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Thank you @outlander You are thoughtful and it helps.

Yesterday I spent day going through some modern music. Listening online and choosing songs to collect and play. I need to reconnect more with my piano.

I noticed you have been a bit in the background, and I took time out of forum.

I will come back and check pic.

Am feeling things are a bit grim as reflected in your new profile image.

Can talk now if you want.

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@Appleblossom
I spent quite abit of yesterday listening to music to. have you not been able to play your piano recently?
yes, my profile pic pretty much represents how things are atm.
how are you going today?

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@outlander

I have felt very restricted about listening to music and playing piano for lots of reasons.

Its complicated.

Think I need to quietly reclaim it.

What were you listening to?

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sounds like a good way to go about it @Appleblossom
I was listening to more of the now music, youtube had some playlists of songs of 2018 so i had some of those playing and writing down the ones i liked so i can download them.

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lol I am so out of date. @outlander what are some of your favourites?

Just sorting through print music now.

I do have a Taylor Swift book, but dont really know her songs.

Still Feeling jagged and in need of prn which I took. Being more immediately responsive to my own needs, regardless of the reason.

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hmm atm ive got a few favourite songs, but for artists i like nickelback, some of ed sheran songs, imagine dragons, p!nk, guy sebastian, eminem, evensecence. taylor swift is ok too but it depends ont he songs. i like some of the older songs too like summer of '69, and a few others but i cant quite think of the names.

Hoping that prn is helping

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Just read back a little @Appleblossom I have to think for a while, but want to let you know I care, and I'm listening, and feeling with you. 💕💜💕💜🎶🎶🎶

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Thanks for replying @outlander

@Maggie

Very delicate atm. Will need another prn. Son is tidying up. In a way it is good, if he follows through, but he has not done housework, bar half dozen meals in the last 2 years.

It means a lot to feel your support.

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And another double prn today, walking on eggshells and Emails with psychologist. Taking it on the chin and moving on, does not make it right. It is just the way it is.

Thanks @Former-Member for email about my becoming triggered about the Carer guidelines.

I cant attend to it now, but will ASAP.

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