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I always feel like im i a nut shell ... fighting daily battles. Non stop. It never ends. I wish i could run away from it but i cant. Im so tired and worn out from life it self.
When will it ever end. I just cant see past it.
Is theRe anyone around to talk to. Feeling lost with my life
Hi @Jojo2, I'm sorry to hear that you're struggling with thoughts of suicide and self harm today. @Faith-and-Hope is right that it's important for your support team to know what's going on so that they can help. I'm going to send you an email to check in.
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Faith-and-HopeSenior Contributor
Re: My Nut shell
I understand that feeling @Jojo2, but in moments like these feelings are highly deceptive and our practical, wise mind needs to take the front seat ......
You matter Hon ..... and it’s inportant to communicate with your carer team.
💜💐
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Jojo2Senior Contributor
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I just feel so lost and empty. I dont know what to do. I could easily end everything. Then I wouldnt suffer anymore @@faith-and-hope
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Faith-and-HopeSenior Contributor
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The suffering would pass to those you love @Jojo2 ...... magnified ...... and there is much to be experienced in your future yet that is not bound to these feelings ....... these awful feelings get out behind you with the help of your care team ...... please keep reaching out ...... you matter, your future matters ......
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Jojo2Senior Contributor
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I know what you are saying @@faith-and-hope but I dont think I can go on like this anymore
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Jojo2Senior Contributor
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@Faith-and-Hope ^^^^
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Faith-and-HopeSenior Contributor
Re: My Nut shell
That’s where your team can help you to re-set things @Jojo2 ...... SI thinking sees things in black and white and you need help to understand that things don’t stay this way ...... to see that things change, and how they can change .......
When I found the forums I was exhausted ..... I didn’t know how to find the way forward ...... and there have been other times in my life like that.
I had 3 babies under 2yo ...... one with major life-threatening health issues ...... my hubby working 100hr weeks and his mum “throwing marbles under my feet” ..... sabotaging everything I was trying so hard to achieve and creating chaos all over my life ......
When you’re in a situation like that, you just can’t see how you can get out of it ...... you need to reach out your hand to people who can help you ...... people who can help change the pressures in your life ..... help you find the path forward.
Please call the CATT team or SCBS and talk it over ...... you owe that to yourself, to hear another voice and find out what changes to your situation can be made ......
Sitting with you Hon .......
💜💜💜
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Faith-and-HopeSenior Contributor
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Where are your kids today @Jojo2 ? Are they with you ?
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