My Nut shell

Hi @Jojo2,

The beatles and xavier rud are great! Glad you are enjoying the tunes.

I can see that you are fairly new to the forums - so welcome! I just wanted to note that the tagging of the moderator by at mentioning them is used to alert us to urgent matters where members might be concerned about the content of someone elses post, or forum related technical issues.

Hope that helps as you get to know the community and the way it works

hello @Jojo2 , sending you hugs , how has your day been today xx

hi @Shaz51

my day was ok yesterday. just up and down again

today just the same. just listening to some music on spotify

how are you today @Shaz51

The darkness surrounds me
It's getting so cold
I'm all alone
With no one to hold

My world is so empty
All what's left is pain
No sunshine to light my way
Just never ending rain

I drown in tears
My heart is crying
No one seems to notice
My soul is dying

very powerful @Jojo2

The angel lost her grace,
As mascara ran down her face.
She forgot love, remembered hate.
She no longer had her faith.

With tear stained cheeks,
Through bloodshot eyes,
She saw only pain and suffering.
Love, she couldn't conquer.

As the blue sky faded to black,
Darkness filled her heart.
Her wings vanished from her back,
And her kindness fell apart.

Even with all her might,
Her dress still went black from white.
She was sent to save,
To help those who weren't brave.

But as she looked around,
At the marks she left...
Tear stained cheeks,
And bloodshot eyes.

Wings of wax will melt and fall apart
But what if they are a true reflection of what's in my heart?
Weak, easily discouraged, and without pride
My escape to freedom denied

I can never spread my wings and fly
I will never know the feeling of the sky
For these broken wings keep me grounded
And trapped with the memories of how they once sounded

They used to be so beautiful and proud
But now they hang around me like a black shroud
Reminding me of my once known glory
And how this is just another sad story

These wings are torn and tattered, no longer able to carry me
My heart, unable to dream of the possibility of being free
And my soul, now a deep black abyss
Waits silently for death's blissful kiss

Getting left behind
Not being loved
No one understanding
No one caring
are
my fears

I had a dream
I was lost
No one tried to
find me
No one cared
No one listened
understood

Feeling left out
Feeling like no one
understands
Feeling like no one
can hear me
When I'm screaming
to be heard
Destructive behavior
I have

Wishing I could change
Wishing I could make it
better
Wishing for another chance
Wishing for someone who
will come and save me
from myself.

my fears
not being heard
being left behind
not being understood
no one caring.

how can I
disappear
make people
understand.

Disappear from
this world
Show people what
It's like to
worry, misunderstand
not care.

my fears,
people laugh
people tease
people misjudge
people misunderstand
me.
Behind my back,
they laugh,
tease,
hurt,
so I can't see
them. It hurts.

Now,
I hide this
pain
in my heart
making sure
No one sees
my hurt,
Pretending to be
someone
I'm not.

Trying so hard
to fit in
to cover the
scars, trying
so hard,
to be liked
by you.

My feelings
disappearing
No regrets
Hoping no one
resents me.

After my dream
ended
I wondered...
What am I leaving..
When I leave here?

The pain
I've caused the hurt
the disappointments
The worries

Hoping, now
people understand
people miss
people hear me
and others
Forgetting all,
all the pain, and hurt
I learned to hide
inside
buried deep in
my heart. No way
out

My fears...are these..