My journey

@Former-Member

That’s really good, she sounds supportive @Zoe7 Felt a bit flat earlier before just hoping I come out of it later, probly just tired

Thanks @Shaz51 xx

Hopefully it is just that you are tired @Former-Member I often feel flat when I am tired too.

I really don’t feel like anyone understands @Zoe7

It is hard to live with the pain of the past @Former-Member and no-one can walk in your shoes Hon but we do understand the challenges that most days present - that is the wonderful thing about the forum - it is a collective of people that do understand because they have experienced or are experiencing similar things.

I don’t know why I am so angry some days

I actually sobbed my heart out when my daughter came home. I really missed her today, everything was hiding inside of me all day. I went out to get some clothing for myself because I have been feeling c**p for ages and just wanted to get back in my car where I was safe. Faked it until I got to the car... It’s just us in a big world -where everyone picks on my brokenness @Zoe7 have a lump in my throat at the moment, trying to not cry again because it’s not good for her

Kids do pick up on when we are not doing so well @Former-Member. Sounds like you are having a really flat day - some days are like that Hon. Thise are the days we have to ride out to get to the better days again - and there will be better days for you just a little dip in that rollercoaster today

I know- so know matter what you do or try too as a parent nothing is right either way @Zoe7

You are doing the best you can Hon and that is enough - your daughter knows you love her and that would mean the world to her @Former-Member