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My journey

My journey

@Former-Member It's pretty hard when I do eventually open up
I remember what happened when I did prior then too a longgggg time ago. I was attacked!!! I am attacking everyone
Hence my song the other day on a music thread.

I don't expect responses and I don't feel left left out I have made it this far on my own and hid what i have been through repetively at times. It does not matter what I do when I don't talk about it I am doing something wrong when I do talk about it I am doing something wrong again




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Hope you can settle down soon and get some sleep might be hard to with you’re back, not much here tonight other than sleeping soon if I can @Zoe7

just heading out to fix something up tomorrow-not much again

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I have been putting my electric blanket on and using it as a heat pack @Former-Member on my back - it has helped ease the pain a little when I try to sleep. I have given up and had pain killers tonight now so hoping it eases a bit very soon.

Both my fur babies have had there night snacks and are snuggling up in their favourite spots - Cat on her chair and Toby on the couch cushion - they are so adorable but I might be a bit biased

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Least it has helped you @Zoe7

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Hi @Zoe7

Hope you are feeling ok and back is a bit better. Just an update I have resigned for another 12 months, I need to stop running from my problems... I have been reading a book in the kindle app called ptsd wrecking ball and I couldn’t actually believe how relatable it is to who I am now I guess

I am trying to stay focused on recovery and moving on just need to keep a good attitude and stick with it.

Next goal for the week is to decide which bachelor degree I will undertake next year

My daughter is ok actually decided to cut and snip into her yesterday which resulted in having her do looking like a mullet😭 but it’s all fixed now and looks really cute with it in a bob.

This is weekend My Mum is having my daughter I think while I go to work and then I am painting a stand up wardrobe which my neighbour has kindly given to me. She’s really sweet. We are painting it in white chalk paint which should come up really really nice.

Loking forward to it.

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WTG @Former-Member - you made a decision and that could not have been easy

I bet you little girl looks super cute with a bob haircut

What degrees are you considering @Former-Member - btw wonderful that you are looking that far ahead and making some decisions - you couldn't have done that a couple of months ago This new positive you is fantastic - I know you will still have your down days but it is good to hold onto all the positivity you can - I am super impressed

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Thanks @Zoe7

yeah bubby looks pretty cute lol

I asked her why she cut it & she said she’s not telling me the truth made me laugh 🤭

Not too sure yet design always comes in mind though. Yeah I am up some fall down the next it’s a roller coaster

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It is a rollercoaster Hon but you are doing so well with some big decisions having been made - that is impressive

At least your girl told you the truth about not wanting to tell you the truth - that is super cute lol

Design sounds interesting @Former-Member - how long before you need to make a decision?

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I have time to decide on it regarding courses though I would rather do it ASAP and study of a night & then work on more next year don’t really want to waste any more time.

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You seem like you have a lot of motivation and a good plan to return to study - wtg @Former-Member

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Hey @Zoe7

Hope you are ok yeah set on design 🙂

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