My journey

@Former-Member Just read a bit of your thread. Sorry you have been so down.

Glad @Zoe7 has been around.

Any job becomes a bit "same old" after long enough.

We are becoming one very well educated society. We ought to be able to get it right, hey?

Being a workaholic .. lol, I oscillate been that and the other ... lol

Take Care Ladies.

Do you think you are coming down with something or is it the stress of what you have been feeling for a while @Former-Member ?

Your attitude about getting going is great. @Former-Member but think it forward gradually. PLan for a general direction and work with each day, as it comes.

Can you tell your support.

Try and ease up on the self pressure. I bet you were classy and it becomes important to find a style to get your through the marathon of life.

I remember the beauty ladies in the College when I was studying counselling. Sometimes they were the better counsellors...lol

I can relate to having difficulty opening up. Whenever we open ourselves up to others we make ourselves vulnerable to others. I have been attacked as well when I open up about my problems and it makes me somewhat worried about opening up. However, sometimes we need to take a chance. I have found that the people in this community are in general a good lot and I am slowly opening up here. I Hope that you can find that ability as well if it makes you happen.

That is a lot to be keeping inside @Former-Member - it is no wonder you are seeing external signs through your anger and crying lately... sometimes we just cannot hold so much inside ourselves Hon

I know you are really looking forward to the move but that would be also taking a toll on you both emotionally and physically - moving is stressful under any circumstances but throw in a MI as well and it can make it harder still.

You are doing what you need to do at the moment to get through this - that is all you can do - and we are sitting right here with you

Can you talk to your GP about the scripts @Former-Member - some things we are prescribed are less addictive than others. I still have my meds given to me weekly - helps to keep a little control over what I am taking but keep me safe also. Maybe you could organise a similar situation with your chemist and gp.