My journey

Yeah i do but in beauty therapy itsel-f there isn't much progression other than managing or own boss etc. I am the type of person that needs stimulation & a career that challenges me otherwise it's just gets repetitive which is what it is coming to.
Hence design @Zoe7

Goodnight @Zoe7 stepping away from forum as trying to stay focused on us
hope you take care

Have been trying to process everything within the last week...

I remember when i used to be classy... Now i am just wanting her back....more than ever...

One thing i know for sure. I am determined to get back up and respect myself more than ever before as much as it hurts...

Maybe i am looking for more out of life than trauma... Maybe that's what happens when you have lost everything & have experienced hate in others too...(Thanks doc)

I won't let it control me..
I don't want it any longer to take over me...

Maybe one day the pain won't feel so real...
& it will just be a bad dream... Maybe one day i will learn to love others again with all my broken pieces regardless....

Theres a beginning... And an end... This isn't how it going to end ...

I want to be ok for my daughter.

No need to apologise. Yep me too. Tonight i am lost in my head. A thread i think has triggered me it made me think of two people & past memories @Zoe7

are you ok atm?

Today was hard as hell. Reministed over the past. Knew i wasn't ok & it was one of my dark days. After last client i had to sit out the back. Balled my eyes out in a hot towel over mulitiple things.The girls tried calming me down but still feeling like i was. sorry if this isn't making sense.