My journey

That is not surprising Hon with everything you are dealing with atm

It seems it is also the times for you that you are not distracted @Former-Member that you seem to feel 'stuff' the most - I am the same - when I am occupied I have less time to think!

What can you do for yourself today to provide a bit of a distraction?

hi everyone @Former-Member@Zoe7@Shaz51@Appleblossom@outlander

It is so hard for us to NOT blame ourselves @Former-Member - but it is not your fault Hon - the actions of others are theirs and you cannot control what they do. Keeping yourself and your daughter as safe as possible is the priority right now - and that is all you need to worry about. You have already been to the police so they are aware of the situation and you can call them if there is any further contact.

Can you do something just for yourself today - maybe even make something nice to eat - or even make some playdough to play with your daughter - I have an easy recipe here somewhere I could post for you

Hi @Jojo2 what are you up to today?

I am having another couch day - was thinking of going out but not warm enough and I can't risk getting sick again @Jojo2

That really is quite understandable @Former-Member you have had a very de-stabilising week and it is no wonder you are mentally all over the place. Don't put too much pressure on yourself today - just do the little things you have to to get through the day. Make sure you eat, maybe have a shower if you haven't already and enjoy your girl's company - she is something wonderful in your life Hon and she loves you even if you are not feeling it yourself right now. if you want to write a list here of what is stressing you then go ahead and I will help you work through it