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Too much pain. Please help.

Unicorn_Senior Contributor14 Mar 2018, 6:35 pm AEDT

Too much pain. Please help.

Firstly, thank you for your time.
I have been dealing with depression on-and-off for a long time now. Last time I got better, I thought it was going to be okay forever now. But sadly depression found me again. I have also indulged in self harming behaviour in the long as well as recent past.
So after more than a year, I’ve been put back on treatment.
Since the past few days I’ve been feeling very agitated. I am unable to explain what I am feeling exactly. But the closest I can get to it is that my mind feels too agitated and pained. I feel like I am going crazy. I have also been having self-harm thoughts because I think I am not being able to deal with the unsettled state of my mind. I just feel very helpless and alone. I just want to know if anyone can relate to any of this and if anyone can possibly explain to me what is exactly happening and why.
Also, I feel like I’m falling apart. I feel like I’m dying inside. And my head feels so messed up right now. I feel like I’m going crazy. I can’t even explain what exactly is up. There is just SO MUCH pain. The emotional pain and anguish is so bad that it’s manifesting itself physically. Every nerve of my body aches. And the physical aspect I can still deal with. But there is just too much pain right now, too much. And it’s just too much for me right now. I’ve spent the night crying hysterically and I can’t deal right now.

Please is there someone, anyone that can talk to me right now? I need it so badly.

I am sorry for causing you trouble and I am grateful to you for giving me your valuable time.

Once again, thank you so much for your time and efforts. I appreciate it very much. I hope today treats you wonderfully.

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Unicorn_Senior Contributor16 Mar 2018, 4:29 pm AEDT

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@Bunniekins , @frog and @NatalieS know that I am thinking of you all and I hope today is treating you well. I hope you are feeling better now.
Sending good vibes your way.

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frogSenior Contributor16 Mar 2018, 5:36 pm AEDT

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@Unicorn_ @Former-Member @NatalieS @Bunniekins just wanted to say I'm glad you're here. I'm so tired that I'm not feeling much of anything. I'd like to make it to Friday feast but have just taken my sleeping potion so could be incoherant either way. There are times when nothing much helps, but the feeling that we're all in this together gives me heart - survivors who have enough left over to try and support others.

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NatalieSSenior Contributor16 Mar 2018, 5:43 pm AEDT

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Hi @frog

Thanks for your kind words. Try and shut your eyes and drift off to sleep. Wishing you peaceful slumber tonight and a gentle day tomorrow.

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BunniekinsSenior Contributor16 Mar 2018, 6:38 pm AEDT

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@frog Dearest froggy hoping you sleep with beautiful and wonderous dreams xxxx

Love to you @NatalieS hope you are keeping well.

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Unicorn_Senior Contributor16 Mar 2018, 6:59 pm AEDT

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@frog I am so very sorry to hear that you are having a tough time right now. Please take care and know that you are not alone. I completely feel your pain and I understand you totally.
I hope you’re feeling better and that you get a nice peaceful sleep and the sweetest of dreams.
My wellwishes are with you.

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NatalieSSenior Contributor17 Mar 2018, 8:48 am AEDT

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Thanks @Bunniekins I'm doing well. How are you? Have missed you because lately I've only been visiting the Worry Room. And now I'm not around the forums much because things are a bit up and down, but that's nothing new. Still trying to make sense of alot of stuff.

Good morning @Unicorn_ @frog @Former-Member Wishing you all a lovely peaceful Saturday. I'm just about ready to head out the door and vote in the state election. When I get home I'm going to give my little dog a haircut then put her in the bath. When I cut her hair she ends up looking like an abandoned waif. Reminds me of being a kid when either parent would put a basin over my head and cut around that, like a Beatle haircut.... Hubby is stuck in Alice Springs with his oxygen. He wanted to visit his mum, probably for the last time, in Darwin however the airport was closed due to a cyclone warning so the plane has a stopover for a few days before a decision is made whether to return home or not.

Take care, all. Hugs and

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frogSenior Contributor17 Mar 2018, 9:59 am AEDT

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Hi @NatalieS Say hello to your little dog from me! I find my two good company. That sounds really hard for your husband - I hope there's a positive resolution. Take care.

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NatalieSSenior Contributor17 Mar 2018, 12:16 pm AEDT

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Hi @frog

My little dog has been clipped (chipped away at with the scissors) and washed and towel dried. She is lying next to me as I type. We're going to have a snooze in a few minutes as I was up so early this morning. She is the best company and I love her to bits. Have had her about 10 months so she must be 13 by now. She was a rescue dog and has been so good for hubby and I.

At least I got some washing out on the line before I went out. My knees are protesting after the walk to the school to vote. Darn, I still feel young in my mind but my body isn't keeping up...

Hope your day is going smooth-ish. Hugs

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