catching up

Oh my not only are you my guardian angel, now you are the tooth fairy, OMG that is so sweet, your girls are such good children, so kind and gentle.

HHHHmmmm, you are going to be filling out more paperwork hey 😄 the girls are so smart aren't they, it must be so nice to be a child, with such vivid imaginations. i hope you are going to be sneaky enough to put the money under the pillow.

OMG Karen, i forgot to tell you last night, i was so worked up i almost forgot.

Yesterday i saw my first Ford Mustang SRT 2014 Model, OMG Karen the sound was incredable, it was red with black decals, it looked so nice, i so wish you could have seen it.

Karen i know it was a while ago you told me you would sit beside me of a night, but i think of you doing that every night, without exception. i hope you don't mind 🙂

I know Karen, mum and her friends thought i was lazy too, mums friends still do, but i just can't help it, sometimes i wonder if it ois from all the adrenaline pumping through my body all day and night, it is exhausting the body? i don't know.

Oh Karen, that is so beautiful, i am sure the girls appreciate it, i know what a toll it must take on you, but it will do you good too, knowing someone loves you unconditionally. your girls are lucky to have you and you are lucky to have the girls 🙂

I am trying to settle, i am still shaken from yesterday, i know you are not good, what can i do to help Karen? what can i say or do?

I so miss you Karen.

Oh yes you are a lday with many tallents 😄 WOW you must have some costumes in your wardrobe 😄

OMG Easter is comming, i am sure it will come around quickly.

Wow my angel you have the life, i know it is exhausting, but it must be so rewarding to show the girls some magic. you are such a wonderful mum Karen, i do hope you see how good you are with the girls.

I know you did my angel and yo ubring me great comfort.

Oh yes Karen, i had the windows up with the AC on and the sound made the car shake, as it zoomed up the highway past me, they are so big?, well wide, it took up the whole road, on his side of course 🙂 but my goodness it looked good.

I know my angel, i know, that is why i posted the lovely picture of the people holding hands, Karen just squeese my hand, feel safe with me, he can't hurt you any more, you are safe. I know how devistating it is Karen, i can't go to certain parts of the town i live in because of the memories, i shake so bad if i have to go even near them.

What can i do to help Karen, i so wish i could be their to hold you, to make you feel safe.

Karen, i will be their holding your hand, you are safe, no one can hurt you any more.

I hope you manage some rest, 2 days down, it will go quickly my friend, just stay strong.

good night my angel, special hugs for you, hope we can speak tomorrow, please let me know in the morning you are safe.

Miss you already

Jacques