catching up

I know my angel, but their are some things i do to myself i would never tell anyone, sorry, not even you, it is just too shameful, anyway i don't want you thinking of such things.

What are you going to do with Mr Elf?

Is it cooling down their yet? has the storm rolled through yet?

Oh i am so sorry my angel, i think i have upset you again.

Me and my big mouth, i am sorry, please try to get rest, i will not talk about this any more i am so sorry for upsetting you my angel, you are so special to me, their are just things i can't tell anyone.

hugs my angel, please don't hate me.

Jacques

thank you for understanding Karen, i know you are a strong woman, i suppose i am showing my insecurities, i have pushed so many people away by what i say, i am just so frightened of losing you in my life, you are everything to me.

i am just so scared of what i am and what might jeperdize our friendship. you keep me going day after day, without you i would not be here. you keep me going.

still feeling not good, i think i am exhausted from everything.

i hope you get some time to rest today my angel, thank you for being so kind to me, you are such a wonderful prson, i have so much respect for you.

thinking about you too my angel, miss you a lot.

big hugs

jacques

ank you Karen, it feels so nice to have a true friend, i have tears of joy now Karen, thank you so much.

i do to Karen, it would be so nice to know everything will be ok, and have someone to talk to, you never sound creepy to me, it sounds nice. a little dreeam for us to hold onto.

i wish all would be well too Karen, we must look to the future as a positive one, or at least positive moments.

What are you up to today Karen? i hope the weathe ris ok where you are, i already have the AC on we are hoping for a cool change tonight.

i am so tired Karen, i think i might have to rest today, just too much for me to proccess this week. too much thinking.