catching up

Thank you my angel,

I really struggled last night, i had a huge panic attack, i was thinking of all that has gone wrong in my life, i was such a mess last night.

I hope you manage today too, i know you have the builders to deal with and the noisy swimming pool.

Sorry about last night if i said something to upset you, you went quiet, me and my big mouth.

take care, Big hugs

Jacques

Thank you my angel,

you are so kind, i just know i put my foot in my mouth every now and again, i never mean anything other than good with my comments, even if they look like they come across as something else.

I have become really dizzy, i can't stand up, i am trying to watch my breathing, oh it is going to be a long day, the appointment is at 4:30pm, so i have all day to worry.

i feel so sick, like i am going to throw up any second, i hate this Karen.

Thank you Karen,

i don't feel so good, it is to much, but you are right i will make it.

How are you today, what do you have to do today?