catching up

Hahaha, i thought you would like, i have the whole box set, Bruce willis is the best actor. i like all his movies, and denzel washington, gosh so many good actors in the day 🙂

Oh yes, a house is almost a full time job just to keep it maintained, oooh shed makeover, i should have watched, i want to make a cabinet for my hand tools, i will start the plans shortly.

Thank you my angel, my feet seem to get so cold.

Mum is improving every day, her blood pressure, sugar levels are all back to normal and the rash is finally going, she is starting to become bubbly again, i am so relieved.

I am not doing so well though, mum just checked my blood pressure, it was 175 over 122 at 102 beats per minute, she went white as a ghost when she saw what my blood pressure was like, i don't think she believed how much my anxiety is affecting me 😞

I wish we where snuggling watching the movie too, it would be so nice to enjoy aa movie with someone else, i am always alone, no one to share experiances with 😞

yes i know you do,i think that is why i am so exhausted all the time, it is just so phisical panicing all the time, it is taking such a toll on my body 😞

are you on blood pressure meds? i know it is dangerous, i am going to keep an eye on it over the weekend, if it is still bad i will go to the doctors on Monday, yes i feel dizzy, but i have for a while, i also get black spots in my vision when i am really anxious.

I am finding it hard to breath tonight, i am shaking so badly, and i just can't seem to calm down, i don't know why, i am just really struggling lately.

I am practicing my breathing meditation now.

Sorry to worry you Karen, i am scared too, i just don't know how to get myself back on track.

Geee wiz, both your blood pressure and heart rates sound high tonight. If it gets worse or stays like, please go see a doctor! It sounds worrying.

Oh my angel, why didn't you say something? sit your head on my chest and breath with me, we will do it together, breath in...................................... and out, breath in................................................ and out, we can do this Karen, i promise i will go to the doctor if it does not improve, i hope you are not panicing over me, i promise i am not going anywhere.

You are too precious to me now to let go, we still have not met yet 🙂 i want to see your pretty face and smile before anything happens.

I know Karen, mum is really frightened, i think she is thinking the same thing, hers does not get any where near what mine is. she went white as a ghost when she saw it 😞

i know @CherryBomb, mum is really worried, but the doctors are closed till Monday in my town, so i will just have to wait it out. what is the standard blood pressure a person should have? i thought it was 120 / 80 or am i wrong?

@Jacques

I'm not sure, though if I did, I would be able to tell you because of our guidelines - we can't pass on information that might be perceived as medical advice.

If things get worse, maybe call nurse on call, or a locum?

oh sorry @CherryBomb, yes i should have known, silly me, i am sure that is what the norm is, i will google it.