JacquesSenior Contributor
catching up
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catching up
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hiddeniteSenior Contributor
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Jacques its so sad to hear that you think you are a freak. Society is not for us , its not fair that you have not come across people with the same values as you.
I don't know much about the games on the Internet can't you play anonymously . That way you still have a distraction.
please jacques don't be afraid of me. What you see is what you get. You know more about me than anyone. I have opened my heart to you.
l love you unconditionally
I don't know much about the games on the Internet can't you play anonymously . That way you still have a distraction.
please jacques don't be afraid of me. What you see is what you get. You know more about me than anyone. I have opened my heart to you.
l love you unconditionally
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JacquesSenior Contributor
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I know Karen, but i have come across people with the same values as me, you have the same values 🙂
Yes, i do play anonymously i always have, i just got to close to other gamers, it was a group of 4 of us, we played games each night, but i seemed to be comming between them and i thought they would be bett off without me.
I still have my games i don't have to play them online, i can play them by myself, i was just hoping i could use games as a way to re-enter society, but it was not to be.
I know Karen, i should trust you, but this is all new to me, handing my heart, fears, love over to someone else is scary for me, i just hope i live up to your expectations, i feel like i don't deserve to have you in my life, that i don't deserve kindness, that i don't deserve love.
my angel, i love you too, i am just scared that is all.
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hiddeniteSenior Contributor
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Im scared too I don't want my heart broken. I think you are too good to be true. I would never tell anyone the things I have shared with you. Jacques you are a true gentleman. Kind ,caring and compassionate. I have never been treated with respect before.
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JacquesSenior Contributor
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I know my angel, I promise I will never break you heart, I could never walk away from you, you are too special to me.
Maybe I am too good to be true Karen, remember I am a ghost, I don't exist..... 😞
I am so glad you feel like I have treated you with respect, I feel the same, you have shown me dignity, respect, kindness, you have also shown me I am lovable, I never thought anyone could love a monster like me.
Maybe I am too good to be true Karen, remember I am a ghost, I don't exist..... 😞
I am so glad you feel like I have treated you with respect, I feel the same, you have shown me dignity, respect, kindness, you have also shown me I am lovable, I never thought anyone could love a monster like me.
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JacquesSenior Contributor
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I think you are asleep, if you are, sweet dreams my angel, I hope we can chat tomorrow.
Hugs
Jacques x
Hugs
Jacques x
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hiddeniteSenior Contributor
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Hi Jacques you are not a monster. Its certainly not how I see you.
My medication has started to work so ill say good night jacques
My medication has started to work so ill say good night jacques
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JacquesSenior Contributor
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Good night my angel, I hope we can speak tomorrow.
Jacques x
Jacques x
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hiddeniteSenior Contributor
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Morning jacques thinking about you
hugs
karenxx
hugs
karenxx
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JacquesSenior Contributor
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It is always lovely to wake up to your messages my angel 🙂
I hope you managed a decent nights sleep.
Hope your day goes well, hope we can chat, oh gosh do you have any appointments today?
Wishing you all the best on your busy day.
Hugs
Jacques x
I hope you managed a decent nights sleep.
Hope your day goes well, hope we can chat, oh gosh do you have any appointments today?
Wishing you all the best on your busy day.
Hugs
Jacques x
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JacquesSenior Contributor
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Hi My princess,
I am struggling, i felt so exhausted this morning i went back to bed at 10am, i have spent the past 3 hours with a severe panic attack, i feel terrible, i just wish i had never allowed myself to trust others, it hurts so much.
i hope your day has been good, i hope you have managed another walk on the trail, please go walking when you can, you need to see what you are fighting for.
hugs my angel, i am thinking of you and missing you a lot.
Jacques x
