catching up

Hi @Jacques, I'm sorry that you're having a tough day. You are certainly no failure in this forum. As hiddenite has said, you're an emotional and expressive person. These are good qualities. And you're finding your way in a new situation and relationship. It's a learning curve on full display which makes it challenging. But you can make the shift. You've done it before.

We have a history of working together on these things and we'll keep doing that. Cherrybomb gave you some great advice yesterday so give it a few days to absorb and be kind to yourself in the meantime.

Hugs @Jacques

You're definitely not alone, be safe and look after yourself.

lots of people who care about you here!

@hiddenite all your hard work out at the house sounds so amazing! You are amazing! hope you're able to look back at some of the things you have changed there and feeling proud of yourself!!

LJ

Hi Karen,

it is past midnight, i suppose i should not write, but i wanted to let you know how hard it was not talking to you tonight, i am missing you so much, i feel horrible, for treating you so poorly, and feeling horrible in general, the urges i am having are so strong, i feel so very low, i am really struggling to find positive reasons, and why even bother to try.

i will stop now before i get into toruble, if i am not already, i hope you sleep well and you have a good day tomorrow.

bye

jacques