catching up

Karen, rmemeber i am always holding your hand, always, our hearts beat as one, you are my soul mate, we found each other for a reason, fate has brought us together.

I will post every day reguardless wether you can respond, you will never be alone.

I do Karen, i hope one day our relationship can blossom, you are a special lady, i feel so honoured you feel something for me too, all you have been through i thought we would never reach this stage. i am so proud of you my angel, you where strong enough to let me into yur heart.

I am ok, for some reason my aunt never turned up, so we don't know what is going on, we are just enjoying as much peace as we can.

I am so glad rthey moved you, you must have been a real mess with that man telling you not to scream, my angel, i feel so helpless to protect you, he did not touch you did he? my angel, i am so glad you told the nursing staff. they should never have put you in a mixed ward in the first place, i am so angry with the staff.

I thought you where doing ok too, that is why i am so shocked at you being back in their, why do they make you relive such aweful memories, Karen, you have been through so much, reliving it just takes you back to square one.

Oh gosh i bet the girls are really upset, Karen, know this is not your fault, you need to take care of yourself Karen, the girls still need you and so do i, i fight on for you my angel.

I am ok my angel, don't worry about me, just keep yourself safe. hugs and kisses my angel, please snuggle under my blanket, my special princess.

Jacques x

Oh my angel, please ask for a blanket, you don't want to catch a cold, can you double up a blanket you have?

Oh my angel you are so strong, i am glad you asked, i am so disappointed with the MHU, they know your history, they should have kept you safe.

I could imagine you where so scared Karen, it must have been horrible, i don't know why men want to hurt you Karen, you know i will never hurt you don't you? Karen, some men are just wired differently, they think women are a possesion. i don't know why.

Karen, i have had the same feelings since you found me on this forum, i just knew you where scared of men and with your trauma i thought you would have stopped contact with me if i said something, i had no idea you felt the same, i am so glad you spoke out, we are now totally honest with each other, your place in my heart has grown so much you mean everything to me, i will never hurt you, you are my girl and i love you. always.

my thoughts are always with you, i feel so lost without you.

jacques xxx

Karen, i am so glad that after all that has happened to you with your husband that you can still feel love, i am so proud of you