catching up

My angel, I am anxious but managing.

Yes I did sleep, I was so exhausted I slept until 11am. Mum left me to sleep because she was so worried about me yesterday.

No need to worry, with you I am able to mange, you give me a reason to live, you are the first person I have fallen in love with, you have made me feel like less of a freak you like me just as I am. Thank you my angel.

I have missed you so much too, how are you coping? I am here for you my sweet princess.

Hugs

Jacques x

Oh jacques im so glad you got some sleep. You must have really needed it.
I have never cared for someone as I do for you. You have touched a special place in my heart.

what did you get up to today.

you are not a freak you are perfect just the way you are . I care unconditionally for you.

Well im here you know what that means.
What are you up to tonight j?

Karen xxx

Today, well I got my aunts laptop working, then I watered the garden then I spent some time in the shed with some Sandlewood burning. Thinking of you the whole time, I missed you so much today.

Thank you my angel, you have made me feel like a human again, you have made me feel again, until now I felt nothing, like I was dead inside, you have given me so much, I am so thankful.

My angel, I am here for you, focus in us, not on past events, focus on the here and now and what the future holds.

Tonight I am listening to music and playing some games, but most importantly I am talking to you, the highlight of my day.

I am holding you close my angel, you are safe.

Karen, if you ever find it embarrassing some of the things I say to you, please let me know, I don't want to make you feel uncomfortable.

I just care very much for you 🙂

Jacques x

Jacques im not embarrassed by anything you say its just I feel the same way too.I never thought you would feel the same things I do. You make me feel special and cared for something ive never known.
I've only ever been used or abused so to have to say such wonderful things makes me happy. I trust you jacques with my most personal secrets and you are still here for me.
I am so fortunate to have you in my life.
karen

I am so glad you love me too, you have given me a reason to live, I will always make you feel special cared for and loved you are so special to me, I want to hold you always, you are my love and my best friend all in one. I will always be here for you, if it where not for my stupid anxiety I would be where you are in person, I just want to be with you all the time, you are such an intelligent kind and caring person, I am so lucky to have you like me too, I can't believe someone like you could care for someone like me. I feel like the luckiest man alive.

Jacques xxx

Im so happy you feel loved its what you deserve.
the biggest hug and I never want to let go. You are the reason I fight every day your help and support is priceless. I wish I could make your life so much easier for you. I see you in the bush with a timber home made by your own hands. You are happy and content. I am with you sharing the magical peaceful serenity of our special place.
hugs
karen

My angel, I have never experienced the kindness you have shown me, I thought women hated me, saw me as a freak, a loser, you make me feel loved and special

My angel, what a beautiful scene, you and me in a isolated place, somewhere where we can both feel safe and loved, holding hands, hugging and kissing down by the river, enjoying a cheese platter and watching the wildlife. Just enjoying the moment.

So beautiful the scene and most beautiful of all you beautiful face 🙂

Jacques x

Yes I'm in bed the awful memories sunday will be the anniversary. Im so scared being here.

I would much rather be with you at the Dubbo zoo camping out under the stars with the animals. You know I will do it one day. So you had better watch out:)