catching up

Hi @Jacques

Hugs, sounds like an awful night for you so far! hope it improves with the light of the fire dancing around and sending the shadows out of reach.

mm no marshmellows for me here, but i'll make hot chocolate for all over the fire iwth an old milk pan and real chocolate melted in 😄

LJ

I think I'll have what @Jacques is having.

Pink marshmellows are my favourite.

What sort of forest are we in?

maybe a lovely rain forest, with a river running near by, the frogs are croaking.

Sorry Everyone, i am going to go, i need to fight this on my own, i am so upset, i think i have really upset @hiddenite with my conduct, i know she would have been triggered by what i said.

I have made a mess of the whole day.

Good night @Appleblossom, @Former-Member, @CherryBomb, thank you for all comforting me, you are all true friends.

Hugs

Jacques

Enjoying the fresh air. These marshmellows are tasty. I like them golden so they are just a bit crunch on the outside and gooey on the inside.

@Former-Member your hot chocolate sounds YUM. I'll take one of those please.

Ah the sounds of water in the distance and the fire close by. Rainforests often have so many noises ... so every now and then while we share we can be quiet and listen ... did you hear that Bellbird @Jacques

Do we all have enough sticks to toast our marshmallows? Great idea @CherryBomb

Yum cocoa @Former-Member

I have been thinking about @hiddenite and hope she is doing as well as she can. I dont think you should take complete responsibility for how she is feeling. She has so many other things going on and I believe she knows you mean well and would read most of your posts with that in mind.

Just dropping by cos I am selfish and need the company too ... but I understand if you want an early night.

hi my angel,

it is past midnight and all i can think of is you, i feel so selfish, you had something to celebrate tonight and i was not their to congradulate you. i am so sorry my friend.

i wish i was an orphan so i would not have to deal with family, it is too sressful for me. days like today i am so glad i am isolated, no one should see me, i am so glad i have pushed everyone away so i can't hurt them.

i am not worthy of human contact.

@Jacques,

It sounds as if you're quite down on yourself this evening. I hope you know what a valued contributor you are on this forum, and I'm sorry to see you're having a tough time. Are you OK? I hope there's something that will give you some peace.

JoseJones

hi @JoseJones

mayb, but sometimes i think i do more harm than good.

it is late at night, i am exhausted and not thinking straight, i am safe.

thankyou, sorry if i am causing problems. good night.

jacques