catching up

No my angel, you should be so proud of yourself, you are trying so harrd to keep safe, being in the MHU, telling the staff your thoughts, you have done everything right, they are the ones who have let you down, i am so frustrated they let you get to this stage.

Karen, please give me a big cuddle, i have missed you so much, i know you are dissapointed, but it is only a small trip, and i was their, holding your hand to pick you back up again.

you are fighting on Karen, please be proud of that, because of your strength i go on too.

hugs my sweet princess, so nice ot speak again

Oh my angel, the feeling is mutual, i know my angel, things are not going to go good their, but you can still, with a lot of hard work rebuild your life, i will be here always to help you anyway i can.

I think it is just terrible that the private MHU is treating you so horribly, it is a sad inditment on the mental helath sector, it is not your fault Karen, they had a duty of care and they failed.

Karen, i hope this person can help, i really want to see you get better, it breaks my heart to see you suffering so much. i just wish you could feel good enough about yourself to not make any attempts. you are such a worthwhile person and i feel so lucky to have known you, i have never met another person like you, you are awesome 🙂

Sorry to hear that it has been that bad again for you @hiddenite.

You are both amazing for the loyalty and persistence you show to each other.

Karen have you given any more thought to ECT, i have heard some people are having good results from it with SI, i know how hurt you must be, i know what rejection is like, please try to see the positive though, you are in a place where they will care for you no matter what, Karen, all you can do is keep reaching out, i know someone will be able to help you, i wish i was able to help you Karen, i wish i could make you feel special, feel cared for.

please stay strong Karen, you are my friend always, i will never leave your side, no matter what.

Hi @hiddenite/Karen,

I second what @Jacques, its understandable that you feel rejected, and hurt. It's terrible to feel as though the door's have closed on you. Sometimes services will need to move patient's on if they feel like they cannot provide the appropriate care - its not a form punishment or rejecting you, but I can totally understand how it could feel this way.

Please know that you are in a safe place now. Reach out for help there, and stay safe.

@hiddenite I wonder if you've had a tribunal hearing?