catching up

Oh my goodness, you are back, YAY 😄

how are you my friend? I have missed you so much, i can't believe it, the whole week i have been in a daze without you, my life seemed to have stopped when you where not here writing to me 😞

It is so good to see you writing, i can't wait to spend some time with you, as you have probably read i had a horrible week, and last night i had a huge panic attack, i had a night terror that i had to spend a night away from home, it felt so real, i was so scared.

Anyway sorry i did not reply earlier, i was mowing the lawn tonight, i thought i would do it in the cool of the afternoon. trying to keep myself busy.

hugs my angel, big, big hugs, my angel, my princess 🙂

Jacques

Oh my angel, it is ok, i know you would have replyed if you could 🙂

anyway dear @Appleblossom took care of me while you where away 🙂

Oh my angel, it has to be better in a private facility, please try, are you ok my friend? i am so glad they are putting you in a better place, i will be here to support you my friend, please remember i will always be here to hold your hand 🙂

Oh my princess, that would be so nice, it will be a great evening for me, i have missed you so much.

how are things at home? i got the shock of my life today, the plumber charged $500 to put the new toilet in, i nearly had a heart attack, the install cost twice as much as the toilet cost to buy!!!!!

hugs

Oh my angel,

please sit with me, i have a cumfy couch, we can snuggle :), i hope me being here with you helps you feel less fragile and safe.

Please Karen, if yo ulike please tell me, it might be better getting it off your mind, you will ruminate otherwise, Karen, i am ok, i am able to listen without triggering, i promise.

I am here if you need me my friend, just tell me how i can help 🙂

Oh my angel, please stay with me tonight, i want you to feel safe as long as possible.

Oh my angel, not the police again, did you call lifeline? you have nothing to be ashamed about my friend, your parents don't understand, i am so glad the police helped you and kept you safe, they did their job.

i know how terrible it must have been for you in their, but if it ment you where safe than it was worth it. where you triggered with havign to see your treating team? or whas it the night terrors again?

Karen, please don't ever be ashamed about getting help, i think the police did a wonderful job, i am so greatful they kept you safe.

I thought so my friend, you where very apprehensive the night before i remember, that is why i kept checking in that day.

Yes, i understand it was a combination, i was trying to be nice on valentines, i hope i did not make things worse for you or trigger you. i just wanted you to feel like someone cared about you.

I am so glad the police where kind and caring, maybe you could send them a thank you card or something to help you realise you did nothing wrong?

Karen, you know your parents will always be that way about your health, they are unable to understand, even my mum is upset with your parents, so it is not just you my angel, you don't have the support you need, i so wish i could be that person.

would it help if we spoke about something else? i don't want you to get anymore upset. how is the infection going? is it clear yet? please kkpe taking them if you are still on them.