catching up

Merry Christmas Karen

Hi my angel,

Oh my, i bet the girls enjoyed every minute of decorating the christmas tree, i am sure it looks beautiful. I hope this will be a new good memory for you and the girls, a yearly tradition you and the girls can make for yourselves.

Feeling a bit low tonight, seeing so many people happy makes me sad that i can't experiance happyness, i feel like i am always in a daze, like everything is a dream, like i am looking in at the world from a window, unable to experiance what is inside, just being able to view it only.

sorry my angel, i hope my rant did not bring you down.

Thinking of you my friend, i hope you are safe, big hugs

Jacques

Hi Karen, it is 2am, i can't sleep, struggling tonight.

I hope you are managing some rest, i am really worried about you, i do hope you are ok.

i am going to try again to get some rest.

good night

Jacques

Hi Karen,

I am really concerned about you, i have missed you a lot, i hope you are managing, i am having a bad day, i slept very little last night, and i feel so tired and dazed today, feleing low from the physical exhaustion.

Karen please be safe, Call life line or suicide callback service if you need them.

Be safe, take care and big hugs to you my friend.

Jacques