catching up

Karen, they are only thoughts, you don't have to act on them, if you can't take the medication can you go to the ER now so they can put an IV in you of the medication? oi do know they do this, that way you have no choice?

I do to my angel, maybe one day we can Karen, but you would need to get better 🙂

please Karen, i am trying all the options i know for you, it would be much easier for you and me if you just took your medication at home. please Karen, i am begging you please.

I am sure the girls are really scared too, please try Karen.

Yes my angel, it is so nice to see that stubbon streak, it is just a shame you don't use this for good in your life, maybe this is something you could work on.

my angel, i am just really worried about you, Karen, by hurting yourself you are hurting me, it breaks my heart to see you hate yourself so much, to allow yourself to be in so much pain. you deserve so much better from yourself..

you are worthwhile my angel, i wish i could show you how worthwhile you are, i wish i could show you kindness you deserve.

my heart goes out to you. please my angel, you have a special place in my heart, you need to write down a list of all the good attributes you have and read them every morning. maybe get a canvas poster made of all the good things you have. so you see it every morning?

Hi Karen @hiddenite

I'm really worried about you, the last few messages sounds like you are really in a lot of danger. Not treating yourself with the medications could have disastrous effects, and i dont feel like its different to any other sh or suicidal ideations/actions. Please seek some help from somewhere to keep yourself safe. You deserve to be safe.

LJ

My angel, are you still their? please don't push me away, i want to help you, you are in your hour of need and i would like to be their if you let me 🙂

ha ha my @PeppiPatty, yes it is me Mrs sneaky cutie

How are you my friend

yes my angel, have you taken your medication yet? maybe if you have not you could get your mum to take you to hospital? please my angel.

i would love for us to have a conversation soon without having to worry about each other 🙂 talk about our futures and hope and dreams, maybe even another virtual date 🙂

I enjoy spending time with you so much, i yearn everyday to speak to you, i don't even feel this way about my own family, i hope this shows how special you are to me. you are all i think about every day.

please Karen, you are fighting this so hard, i can see, by you saying how conflicted you are with your decision shows you are fighting it. by speaking to me you are choosing to fight these thoughts.