catching up

hugs my angel, always remember we walk hand in hand where ever we go not matter how tough things get, we are friends forever.

take care my angel, be safe. miss you heaps.

Jacques

Mr Arlo iand Mr @LittleBuddha iis my darlings...

You are a good friend @Jacques thankyou for letting me stop by. But I've got silly Tv to watch now.

When your ready...when you have time, I hope that you can say g'day to @Appleblossom and @Shmaik ....on the thread, it's tough on the forums site.

You have always been there for me xx

Hi My angel,

I hope you are well and safe, i miss you, i hope you have seen the doctor and your problem is all sorted, i am so exhausted and it is only 11:20am, i seem to be slipping Karen, no energy, no real drive to do anything, always wanting to sleep.

I hope you are managing my angel, my thoughts and well wishes are with you. you are not alone, i am always their to hold your hand. always my friend.

hugs my angel, i am here for you. missing you so much.

Jacques

Hi my angel,

No their is nothing the doctors can do with side effects from medication and depression is setting in. i just have to accept that i am not happy and control my urges.

Oh my angel, i do hope you managed to see your doctor. please let me know everything is ok and it is only what you think you had.

hope you got some rest today, hugs my sweet princess, i hope we can chat tonight, i really missed you last night.

Jacques

Hi my angel, i am so relieved by your news, i knew it had traveled to you other organs, see their was nothing to be embarressed about, just some simple anti biotics, just make sure you take them as prescribed and take the whole course, even if you are feeling better. my doctor always made me take the full course of them. just to be sure the infection had completly cleard up.

My angel if i did not care about you so much i would give you a good telling off too 🙂 you do need to look after yourself, if not for you at least for the girls, i know how self loathing works, i do the same my angel, that is why i don't judge you, i was just really worried you where going to cause yourself kidney failure.

Karen, you need to try to love yourself more, i am trying to do the same, i know how hard it is, but you have so much to live for, so much more than me.

Today was not so good, slept most of the day, hating myself so much.

hugs my sweet princess, you are my little angel.

Jacques

Hi My angel, please don't go anywhere i miss you so much, please chat with me.

My angel, you never bring me down, you bring a smile to my face when i read you are safe.

My angel, the truth is we don't know what the future holds, medical advances, new treatments and life circumstances are constantly changing, so to tell you the truth, i don't know, but their is a small ray of hope in the future. that is the truth Karen, i would never lead you on or lie to you my friend.

Karen, we have had some smiles and laugh's, haven't we? you are physically unwell and physically and emotionally exhausted, i was worried about your deteriorating MH, that is why i wanted you to go to the doctors earlier. rest my angel, you need rest.

My angel, never apoologise, you are my princess, my best friend, we fight on together, hand in hand. you are an amazing woman Karen, a kind and caring friend, a loving and doting mother and an awesome person.

My friend please talk to me 🙂 i miss you so much.