catching up

Oh no Karen, i forgot, i hope the girls handle it a bit better this time, i know how upset they get. please try to remember Karen, you are doing this for their long term future, no matter how hard it is.

Oh thank you Karen, it would put my mind at ease knowing you are getting help for it, i know how embarrassed you are, but i am so worried about your health, you struggle enough with the mental stuff, you don't need physical problems too.

my angel, i will be willing my strength to you, i hope you can manage to see the doctor, when you are scared or embarressed, just imagine me holding your hand, protecting you.

hugs my sweet princess, i am so proud of you. you are amazing in ever yway 🙂

Jacques

Karen, my angel, i will be here for you tomorrow, i know it will be a tough day for you, just want to let you know you are in my thoughts and i miss you a lot.

hugs my princess.

Jacques

Oh Karen, it upsets me so much to see you so unwell, please try, i will be their holding your hand, you can do this Karen, i have faith in you 🙂

No not much sleep, i had night terrors, the first time in years, i don't know what is going on, the past few weeks, i seem to be sliding backwards, moods, thoughts, energy, i just hope i can snap out of it soon.

Oh Karen, if you need to sleep please try, even if you sit in the car and close your eyes for a minute. you are exhausted my friend, you need to care for yourself, you are not well.

please take care, i wish i could be their to help you, you work so hard, be safe, hugs

Jacques

If I was their I would take you to the doctor myself, I care for you that much, I know it is scary, but just think if you get this sorted you can get some sleep of a night.

Karen you can't fall, I am holding your he hand, remember 🙂 while I am holding your hand you can never fall.

Karen can you get some rest after lunch, even an hour will help.

Today, we'll the man I took to the hospital, we'll I just got home from his place, he was unable to mow his lawns so I mowed them. Gosh the lawn grows fast in summer. Anyway it is getting hot here so I am just sitting at my computer talking to my best friend and trying to distract.

My angel vent all you want, that is what friends are for, I am here for you my angel 🙂

Hi my angel,

you are a wonderful friend too, oh Karen, you could not see another doctor? well at least you can go tomorrow, please go to the ER if the pain gets too bad, my angel i know you where embarressed, i understand how scared you are of problems like this.

Karen, you must fight, because you are physically exhausted you can't fight the dark thoughts, their is nothing left for them, just try to rest, get some sleep and please go to the hospital if it gets to bad, they can give you an IV of the antibiotic which will take the pain away pretty quickly, my thought are with you my friend.

I am here if you would like to chat or have a shoulder to lean on. My sofa is always here for you my friend.

hugs

Jacques

My angel you are so welcome 🙂

Yes my muscles are doing the same lately very violent movements when I am trying to sleep, in my arms and legs, it gets so exhausting.

I am OK, still very low, you know how it is.

Yes my angel maybe we could snuggle, I could use some close affection, I wish I could hug someone 😞

Karen the shaking could mean the infection has reached your kidneys, I know I was shaking so bad when I had it, how is your body's temperature?

I know you have struggled today, I wished I could help you. You sound so tired Karen, I am too, their is dark rings under my eyes, I am so exhausted too.

Hugs my sweet princess. Thinking of you a lot, oh when I was out the shed tonight I lit a sandalwood incense for you my angel.

Jacques

Hi both,

Karen - I'm really glad you're going to the dr to get that stuff sorted. It's really painful, I understand. It's so easily treated though and it works quite quickly!

As you both know, the forums can assist with connection, distraction and/or talking about/doing strategies that can assist in our current state of mind.

It seems like you're both connecting well, and the support you give each other is great. However, it doesn't seem like it's improving things for you both at the moment.

I'm happy to sit and chat for awhile if you're both interested (unless you're too tired... I could talk underwater though... so don't mind me!).

What's the night like where you both are?

The crickets are very noisey here tonight and it looks like we're in for an annoyingly hot night.