catching up

Karen, i wish you would go to the 24 hour surgery, i know if you are in a lot of pain you will get a feaver soon, and your whole body temp will be all over the place, please call an ambulence when it gets to that point, i know for a fact how it is, i left my first time getting it too, it will get bad Karen, please be careful.

I hope you make it to the chemist tomorrow, are you getting bad lower back pain?

my angel, i am not gifted, just willing to learn, knowledge is everything to me, if i don't learn new things my mind will deteriorate. plus i am sick of cleanign the shed every time i use it 🙂

yes, if it is what i had, it means the infection has reached your kidneys, you will get a feaver in the next few hours, it is your body trying to fight the infection, please try to at least ring that number they will give you proper medical advice, Karen you have enough on your plate without feeling unwell, it is a simple thing of a few antibiotic.

anyway please ring them for advice now before it gets any worse, they will tell you what to do. i am worried about you my friend, it is silly going through all this, it is so easily treated.

my angel, please rest when you want, i don't want to keep you awake if you want to sleep. i know you are not well and probably not wanting to chat with me, i know how it is when one is unwell.

my angel, please take care.

i hope you are resting by now my angel, i hope i did not scare you, i am just telling you what might happen, i am not upset or angry, i am just a concerned friend, i don't like to see you sick.

hugs my sweet princess, lots of hugs and well wishes. get well soon 🙂

Jacques

hugs my angel, you are so special to me, i am watching over you tonight, rest when you can, i am right their with you Karen, get well soon.

jacques

oh yes that phone line for medical advice is awesome!! I've phoned them lots about the kids (should itake them to the drs or not type of anxious mother phone calls!) But theyre good and yes i think you can stay anonymous ifyou want to.

Hope your back is better soon Karen,

LJ

Hi my angel, it is 1:30 in the morning, i am awake with another panic attack, i am looking at the stars and thinking of you, i hope you are not in too much pain, i am worried about you my friend.

having more dark thoughts, i know i should speak to someone, but i can't reach out, i can't talk to mum because of her health problems, i am caught in a horrible cycle i can't ge out of.

i wish i had somewhere i could write how i feel somewhere, i don't know why i am panicing, i just know the feelings are strong.

sorry my angel, just my regular night for me. just venting

Jacques