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catching up

hi @hiddenite my angel, here is our new home.

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goodnight my angel,

my thoughts and eell wishes will be with you tomorrow.

hugs my angel, you are doing the best you can, be proud of that.

jacques

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Hi Jacques sorry about lasr night I fell asleep.

i hope you are doing a lot better today.
I think you need a quiet day at home with no visitors.

I waiting to go into my appointment.

I know no point being anxious just take it as it comes. Easier said than done I think

I am worried about you Jacques you seemed so distressed last night.

If there is anything i can do please let me know.
Hugs
karen

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Haha i thought you might have fallen asleep, i am glad i can help you fall asleep, it is a nice feeling to know you feel safe enough to snooze while we are talking 🙂

I am feeling terrible this morning, buti think the day wil get better, i just had a lousy night.

my aunt is on her way, so no visitors for the rest of the week hopefully, it has been a full on few weeks, and it has knocked me around a bit.

i am so proud of you my angel, i know how hard it is not to get anxious, just remember to breath and try to distract with your phone or tablet.

my angel, i am fine, i was just ab it anxious last night, i am not used to people being at the house, and i don't like supprises.

My angel, keep you self safe, and try to focus on the good of any outcome, that is what you can do for me 🙂

Good luck my angel, my fingers are crossed

hugs my angel, miss you a lot.

Jacques

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Yes sorry about that Jacques you make me feel so safe and secure I fall asleep. I really don't mean to.

Another bad night Jacques what are we going to do about you?
we need to find a way that you can fall asleep too.

I saw my treating team and they want me to see a private psycologist. I can't afford one. I already see a private psychiatrist that costs enough.

Then they made me relive the six months leading up to my husband's death. Im so triggered not in a good place at all.

hugs
karen

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My angel, don't be sorry, it makes me happy you feel safe with me 🙂

i know my angel, i am just so exhausted all the time now, the sleep patters are all over the place.

Oh my angel, do you get any money back on medicare for seeing these professionals?

Oh my angel, they didn't, why did they do that, you are triggered enough already, tell me what i can do to help Karen, i will do anything.

Hugs my sweet angel, it is over now, take time to treat yourself, get a iced chocolate or your bannana and berry smoothy you where telling me about, you need to reward tyourself for all the good you have done today, please try my angel.

Jacques

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Hi Jacques

im trying to ground myself ive tried everything im so triggered from today I am scared of doing something stupid because I can't get myself back into the present.
why would anyone want to hear my most traumatic memories and then think im going to be able to just walk away like nothing ever happened.

Ive spoken to lifeline that didn't help. I don't know what else to do.

I've been for a walk
used my senses
breathing meditation
shower
insence
music
ive really tried

karen

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Thinking about you Karen and @Jacques

Love Anne x

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Karen, speak to me, i will help you get back to the present.

Good girl you have tried everything, so at least you are trying, we just need to find something that works for you.

i know and understand Karen, i don't know why they have to keep going over it, it is stressing you too much. i am hoping this is the last time you have to relive it.

what are you doing now my angel, sorry i was away for so long, mum and i went for a coffee tonight, i needed to get out of the house.

my angel, can you call suicide callback service or samaritons?

hugs my angel, stay strong, speak to me to help you through this time of need 🙂

Jacques

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Hi Jacques im here

I glad you got to go out

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Hi my precious angel,

i was having panic attack and needed to get out, drove 30 min to get a coffee, a wast of money but i just needed to get out.

my angel what can i do to help?

how are the girls tonight? is everything ok at home?

my angel, we need to distract, so what can we chat about, hhhhmmmmmm, well how is the weather their?

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