catching up

my angel you are so sweet, a massage would be nice, mum massaged my legs to make sure they don't cramp.

My angel i would love to sit with you, i feel so safe with you, i hope we can chat a little tonight before i go to bed, i miss our chats, i know you have not been in a good space to have a good chat, but i have been willing to wait, because you mean so much to me, i would wait forever just to spend just a few minutes with you.

my angel, i so wish you could smell this new diffuser, it is soooooooooooooo nice. it is very hard to explain, it is almost like a new shop smell, it is just awesome.

how are the pasties going?

oh thank you my angel,

i have never felt safe since my father died, you are the only one whom can make me feel safe and protected, i haven ot felt this in over 15 years. thank you so much my angel.

haha, yes we are very strange, we seem to be ying and yang, we compliment each others personality and thoughts.

I know i feel so lucky to have supportive family and mum's friends. i so wish you could have the support i have Karen, it breaks my heart, i just wish i could give you all the support you need, but i know that is not possible, who knows Karen, maybe one day you will get a support network too 🙂

Oh i am glad the girls are enjoying their movie, SCOOBY DOOBY DOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO 😄

Well my angel, i may be one person, but you now have support, i will never leave your side or abandon you, i will always answer your posts, and always think of you and worry about you, i try to find ways to help you, i have even asked moderators here what i can do to help you. you may not see it my angel, but i am trying all the time to keep you safe.

Yes i agree, this has been a great place for us, we are not treated badly like on the other forum, i do believe now it is fate that brought us togther, we where ment to be friends. i am so glad fate has brougt us together, without you i would be in a mcuh worse place.

My angel, everynight i stare out the windows at the stars and wonder if you do the same, i often have a fantasy that we are both looking at the same star, probably a little creepy, but a lot of things go through my head in the dark of night.

My angel, i am sitting at my computer desk in an arm chair with my feet up on an otterman, i am comfortable and i don't need to move a muscle 🙂

Oh Karen, maybe sometimes we do look at the same star at the same time, that does make me feel happy, you are constantly in my thoughts Karen, it is nice to know i am in yours too 🙂

I am so happy you think of me when you are sturggling too, we seem to bring each other comfort.

My angel, you never put too much pressure on me, i would tell you if you where, i just sometimes am frightened i am going to say the wrong thing to you, the moderators have helped me reword some posts to be more productive. i am so thankful they help they are great here.

I am so happy they have reached out to you too, they keep a close eye on both of us, i have received emails from them when i am distressed myself, they help me too.

how is your sight Karen, still blurry?

I wonder if it was stress related? that does sound weird, but i am glad it has come good again, i was really worried about it.

I do hope it does not come back, let me know if it does.

Oh yes Karen, the moderators here are fantastic, so kind and caring, it is nice to have support, especially since mums medical scare, i can't stress her anymore, it can trigger her medical problems, she is still waiting for the tests, they will not ring back or answer when she calls, i wish they would hurry up.

My ankle is really stiff, not sore, so i can handle that, but my lower back is aching, i am so tall i have to bend over to get hold of the handles on the lawn mower, my back takes all the strain. my goodness i have muscles aching that i did not know i have.

I really don't know how you mow such a big yard Karen, i only do half of what you do and i am buggered. you are so much fitter than me.

Gosh Karen you must be getting some Killometers on that 4X4?