catching up

Hi My angel,

Well you would not believe this, mum's friend whom i had to take to hospital a couple of weeks ago rang me to ask if i could mow his lawns, so i have spent the better part of 6 hours doing yard work, i am buggered, i can bearly move, i am so exhausted and tired.

I miss you too my angel, we just see mto be on here at different times lately, i wish i could be with you all the time.

good girl my angel, that is what i like to hear, i am glad you are keeping safe, hope you and the girls have had a good day.

Oh ok, i hope it works. my fingers and toes are crossed 😄

hugs my angel, my princess, my friend 🙂

Jacques

I am hoping i get a good nights sleep too 😄 i am sure i will, i can bearly keep my eyes open now.

Oh yes my angel, 2 showers in 3 hours, it is a record for me 🙂 nice cold water, it is so great after being in the hot humid air.

Tonight for dinner is Corn flakes, i need something cold and something light, so cerial it is 🙂

My angel, i am always thinking of you, i love talking to you any chance i get. what are you and the girls having for dinner?

how are you my friend? i can see you are still having dark thoughts, i can see it in your writing.

i mam so proud of you my angel, i know how easy it is to let go, but you anr staying strong, i am so glad you are staying strong.

Hugs

Jacques

My angel, we know each other too well, it is nice of you to try and sound happy, but when you don't write much it is a give away.

My angel, i worry about you all the time, i am terrified one day i am going to leave a message and you will not respond, that scares me every day. you are my best friend, i will worry about you no metter what, i care about you a lot, you mean so muc hto me 🙂

Ooooh home made Pasties, what is the filling going to be? are the girls helping?

My angel, you have no idea how many nights i have layed in bed imagining you holding my hand, my angel ,i feel so at peace when you are talking with me, you are so special to me.

Oh yes, that is true, i don't think i would have the energy to cook a meal anyway :D.

What is the weather like down your way? it is full sun here and 32, the temp is nice, but the humidity is knocking me around. i am only used to a dry heat.

Oh my goodness, they sound great, please share one with me 🙂 they sound like a cottage pie with pastry 😄

I am so glad the girls get in and help, you are such a great mum, so many children never learn these skills, your girls are going to be so smart and learned for their adulthood.

my angel, is their anything i can do to help cheer you up? please let me know, i am willing to do anything to help you distract 🙂

Thank you my angel, you are so nice to me 🙂

my angel i am on my lounge unable to move 😄 all of my body is aching.

Yes my angel, a nice bowel of cornflakes, they where delicious 🙂

My angel it is good you are finding something to hold onto, remember to break your day down into hours, you have done so in the past, i ido hope they can come up wit hsome suitable arrangement for you. i am always here to lend a softt shoulder Karen, if you ever need it 🙂

My angel i will put your hope in the same place in my heart that is reserved for you 🙂 my angel you need to do all you ca nto stay safe.

tonight, well sleep :D, um maybe watch a movie something which does not require me to move, i think i will be in bed early tonight, i am so exhausted.