catching up

Hi My angel,

I am starting to settle a little, the movie is helping 🙂 still low, but not focused to much on it.

I don't know Karen, i can't remember, i will take some deep breaths now, thank you for reminding me.

i have to leave at 8:15am, the people know it is my birthday tomorrow and i am so scared they are going to try to do something for it, i just wish i never had a birthday, i hate them so much, i wish i would have died at birth like i was ment to 😞

hugs my angel, you are my protector, thank you.

Jacques

Good night my angel,

Thank you so much for being here for me today, you have no idea how much i appreciate what you have done and how much of a friend you are to me, just thank you so much.

Please sleep well my angel, iwill hold your hand tongiht, no one can hurt you now, i will protect you.

You are my world and i never want to let you go. please be safe and kind to yourself.

hugs my angel, good night, you are always in my thoughts, you are my world.

Jacques

Thank you Karen, you are more special to me than you will ever know, you accept me for who i am without making fun of me, you are a true friend. thank you 🙂

Hi My angel,

I must have bee nso exhausted last night, i fell asleep and did not wake till 6:45am, my stomach is in knots already 😞 but i am managing as best i can, just having some light brekkie before going.

Hope your day goes well, please spend some time with your little ones, i will cope. 🙂

hugs my angel, my princess, you are so special to me.

Jacques