catching up

My Angel, the beauty of movies is they can be paused, please if you want to talk or vent, or whatever, i am always here for you, no matter what.

Karen, i would gladly take all your daemons if it would mean you would be happy, no price would be too high for me to see you happy.

Be kind to yourself my angel

That would be nice, maybe one day we could both get to the point of being able to be around people, i think if i ever saw you i would be too scared to talk, i find it quite ironic that i fell like i can tell you anything on here and i could not say anything face to face.

Karen i will always believe in you, you are such an amazing woman, and i wish you could see how amazing you are, you are such a good mum too, i think you are always to hard on yourself, i wish one day you can be kind to yourself and allow things to just be.

My angel, what a beautiful dream to have, please hold this dream, it will help you through some dark nights and days.

Good night my angel, i hope you manage some rest tonight, and only good dreams, i will watch over you my angel, no one can hurt you now.

Jacques

Oh my angel, i would do anything for you, you mean that much to me, our friendship is everything to me, i don't think i could ever go on without you.

Karen their is so much pain, i don't think i could ever burden you with it, it is about managing my horrible past, i thin kthe words i like to follow is "i will forgive but never forget". we both have so much hurt, we just need to find fleeting moments of happyness, these moments, mainly with you, is what keeps me going

Good Morning my angel,

I hope you managed some rest, i was watching over you, so you had nothing to worry about, please, please Karen just focus on 1 thing, an d 1 thing only to do today, try not to look at everything as a whole, today i am going to paint another wall in the loungeroom, if i feel like it i might paint 2!!!!!!!, i have lots to do too Karen, but i break it down, it is like breaking your day down into minutes and hours.

I will have my phone with me all day if you need someone to talk to, you are not alone my friend, i am their with you, holding your hand. you can do this!!!!!

I hope your day goes well Karen, have a good day and good luck

Jacques

Hi my angel,

Just finished the first coat of paint, i think i got more paint on myself than the wall , i managed not to watch where i was stepping and managed to put my foot in the paint dish , so i had to hobble out to the back yard and wash the paint off, luckily no paint on the carptet!!!!!

I hope your day is going well, if it is quiet great, if you got something done, great too. Is it snowing where you are, mum said it was snowing in VIC, i can't believe it, this time of year, i hope you get a white christmas, that would be awesome.

Well i am just having a break, hoping to get the second coat on by lunch time, so that will be 1 room finished, it only took me 2 weeks to paint a room , the beauty of being able to go at my own pace, no rush.

Thinking of you my angel, please be kind to yourself.

Jacques