catching up

my angel, i say such stupid things, i don't mean to upset you, i don't even know why i said it, i am so sorry, how about we talk about something else?

do you watch motosports? i have been watching the Dakkar of an afternoon, i watch it every year for the past 12 years, have you heard of it?

Thank you Karen, i don't want you to ruin a good day, you and the girls have achieved so much today, i want you to be happy, not sad.

I am going to watch it later, i am sure it will send me into a downward spiral, but i have to watch it 😞 i promise i will be safe ok my angel.

yes ,they have highlights on at 5pm every day on SBS, yes, so many people have lost their lives in it, they had to move it from Africa because of all the conflicts their, it now travels across all of south Amercia, it is amazing, you would have to be so strong and so fit to do it, those guys are super human to me.

hugs my angel,

i know you will be protecting me, i just need to know about my illness, i need to know how bad it is going to get 😞

Oh yes, the money involved is incredible, last year a motobike rider died, he had 3 little children, it is not good for men with families to compete in this tough race.

i always love the thought of adventure, their must be something so free to get out and just look at all the amazing scenery, even though it is a race.

my angel, you are the best person in my life, i feel and care deeply for you, you are like family to me, you are everything to me 🙂

Karen, you did make me smile, i have been so happy all afternoon, you have made me happy today, i am holding onto the memory of this afternoon, my angel, you don't realise all the good you do to help me. the things you do and the things you say makes my living worth while.