catching up

good night my angel, try not to focus on what might be with your treating team, i just hope they can find a way to make your life better, help you move forward.

i will not sleep so i will watch over you tonight my friend, no one can hurt you now, only beautiful dream please.

hugs, miss you

Jacques

I will be ok my angel, we will speak tomorrow, please get some rest, i will leave you a nice poem to wake up to.

hugs my angel, their is nothing to worry about. i will be beside you when you wake, i promise.

Jacques

hi my angel,

Oh my you sound better this morning, i am so happy the sun is shining and the girls are going to get their room back, i am sure they can't wait.

Hahaha, My princess tooth fary, what where you thinking!!!! did you tell them the tooth fairy only comes when their is a tooth to be taken?

I did get some sleep last night, got to sleep at 1:30am which is good for me, i took some Magnesium tablets to reduce Restless leg syndrome, muscle spasms and cramping, it owrks a treat, you should try it, i took 1 tablet 30 min before bed and i got none of my usual muscle problems, it might be worth a try Karen, you have the same problems, it might help.

Oh my angel, stil lwith the nighmares, they will lesten over time, i had a friend with PTSD from Vietnam, he used to wake trying to attack the enemy, it was so severe his wife had to sleep in another room, because the nightmares where so real, it took time, but eventually the nightmares subsided. i hope this is the case for you, i so wish i could be with you of an ight to hold you and tell you that you are safe now, give you comforting arms to feel safe.

i hope you did not hurt your knee when you fell 😞 please be careful, and please remember this is all still raw, it has only been 2 years since you have been free of him, you will never forget, but the memories will fade over time.

hugs my angel, i am ok, just did some moping, now i am in front of the AC it is 38 here today, now i know what a roast chicken feels like

hugs my angel, missing you a lot.

Jacques

OMG Karen do they have any teeth left? , i am so glad they have the magic of innocents, i so hope they keep it for a long time to come.

yes it was nice not having the cramps and the RLS.

Oh my angel, please be careful, i know how the dreams are, when i get flashbacks they feel so real too, the sights the sounds the smells 😞 i do understand, it must be very frightening.

Today, well i am cooking, myself , it is 38 degrees here, so i am sitting right in front of the AC, i am running come cabling around the inside of the house, ready for my new internet, and i am rewiring my surround sound system.

Oh my angel, please be careful with online banking, it can be very dangerous if you don't know what you are doing. i wish i could teach you safety with it.

i had to go to the post office too i payed some bills and picked up my mail (i have a po box)

Oh my angel, you should get yur board shorts on and join the girls, i am sure it is very warm their today.

miss you my angel, thinking of you always.

hugs

Jacques