JacquesSenior Contributor
catching up
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catching up
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JacquesSenior Contributor
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OMG Karen, the pav was so nice, i wish you where here to try it 🙂
Oh Karen, are you for real? no fan or AC? they are like $10 at the super market.
Do you have a slide open door to the ocean, you might get a little breeze?
How are you coping Karen? you where fighting so hard this afternoon, are the bad thoughts subsiding or getting worse?
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JacquesSenior Contributor
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I so wish i could be with you Karen, to hold you, make you feel safe in that room, so you don't feel scared. i would be the perfect gentleman, i just wish i could make you feel safe, you deserve that my friend
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hiddeniteSenior Contributor
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Not so great Jacques shaking all the time now ,chest pain, and hard to breathe. I've lost track of time and days. It feels like ive been here forever. I'm scared.
window open no breeze just heat.
Im glad your ok. I wish I was with you too. Somewhere safe.
window open no breeze just heat.
Im glad your ok. I wish I was with you too. Somewhere safe.
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JacquesSenior Contributor
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Yes my angel, i thought you would detatch, your mind and body are protecting themselves, it is understandable with all the trauma you have suffered their.
I would love nothing more than to protect you, make you feel safe for once, no strings attached, just good friends feeling safe 🙂
Karen, i am going to make a new years pledge, never to be apart from you again, i don't care where you are, i am going to make sure we always will have contact.
my angel, you are all i care about in this world, you and mum, nothing else. 🙂
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hiddeniteSenior Contributor
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Jacques you are so sweet.
You always know the right thing to say.
I feel the same my girls and you. That is all I have in this world. No one cares about me you are the only one who hasn't judged me.
I appreciate every moment we get to talk to one another .
You always know the right thing to say.
I feel the same my girls and you. That is all I have in this world. No one cares about me you are the only one who hasn't judged me.
I appreciate every moment we get to talk to one another .
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JacquesSenior Contributor
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I am so glad you feel the same, i can't believe after 33 years i finally have a friend who does not make fun of me and likes me for who i am, fears and all. i feel so lucky you chose to be my friend. you are awesome 🙂
Karen please don't worry about others not caring for you, i care for you so deeply it would take 100 people to match it 🙂
Karen, so many nights you have helped me through, when i felt like giving up, i think of you, you holding my hand, the effect me not being here would have on you, you caringness and kindness you show me every day, it is just amazing, i know how scared you are of men Karen, yet i feel so close to you.
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hiddeniteSenior Contributor
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I think its better to have one true friend than people who just pretend.
Jacques you are amazing, talented, kind , compassionate, thoughtful man. Im so honored that you wanted to be my friend. I still can't believe it. After 44 years I finally have a friend. I learn so much from you j. You have given me kindness that I have never known
to me Jacques you are perfect.
Jacques you are amazing, talented, kind , compassionate, thoughtful man. Im so honored that you wanted to be my friend. I still can't believe it. After 44 years I finally have a friend. I learn so much from you j. You have given me kindness that I have never known
to me Jacques you are perfect.
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JacquesSenior Contributor
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You are so right Karen, i have had friends in the past, but they all used me for their own needs, i always felt like one of those russian dancing bears, just their for others entertainment. i always felt so used.
Karen you have always made me feel wanted, like you want nothing from me. just friendship, it is so much give and take, i feel you support me and i support you.
my angel, maybe the fact we are at opposite ends of a computer screen makes it work so well? i don't know, but i have always messed up friendships, i just hope i never mess this friendship up.
I am hoping to get out of the house for a little while tomorrow, just sit in the car. i am feeling so clostraphobic in this house, it feels more like a prison than a home 😞
What are your plans for tomorrow Karen? take the girls to the beach and park again?
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hiddeniteSenior Contributor
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The girls want to go to the beach again with their boogie boards. Still no waves.
I understand Jacques what you mean even in high school I always felt like I was being used.
I hate it here there are people screaming out happy new year. People tooting their horns. Fireworks so many parties. Just making me more on edge. I wish everthing would stop so I can get my breath.
Jacques you will never mess this friendship up.i
wont let you. I accept you for who you are unconditionally.
I understand Jacques what you mean even in high school I always felt like I was being used.
I hate it here there are people screaming out happy new year. People tooting their horns. Fireworks so many parties. Just making me more on edge. I wish everthing would stop so I can get my breath.
Jacques you will never mess this friendship up.i
wont let you. I accept you for who you are unconditionally.
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JacquesSenior Contributor
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Maybe it is good it is flat surf if the girls want to boogie board, you would be able to go with them gently on the inflow, you said they are not strong swimmers. maybe a good time to teach them to swim?
Oh it is good you understand, i always felt like i was being over dramatic, like i was seeing into what frinds where doing and saying.
Oh my angel, i so wish you where hear, you could hear a pin drop, it is so quiet. Yes our condition makes us hypersensitive to noise, you will beeven more hyper aware because of your high anxiety.
hugs my angel, it will be over soon.
You are so kind and sweet my angel, i do hope you will not let me screw this friendship up, and i hope you know i accept you unconditionally too, you are my best friend, and we have so much in common, it is like the perfect friendship 🙂
