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Love to you both @Snowie @Eve7 💐🙏💞

Sending lots of love to you @Snowie and hoping today has gone ok for you.

Lots of love

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Love you too @Anastasia @outlander @Zoe7

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Hello @Snowie sending you love and hugs 💞❣️

The last few days have been a struggle which is why I have not been around.

I am sorry I haven't been around for you all, I just needed some time out.

Absolutely no need to be sorry at all @Snowie Despite you struggling you have been very wise in taking time out and knowing you needed to do that - I see that as a real positive Hon. I hope you are feeling a little better today and if not you are reaching out to your supports. Hugs and hugs

Thanks @Zoe7

Still not feeling great. Just seems that a lot is going on around me and unable to control it.

Oh well, another day almost down.

How are you going today?

It is super hard when things around us seem unable to control @Snowie but maybe also letting it all happen and others to work things out themselves is what is needed for you Hon.

I am very tired and have done nothing so far despite needing to do so much. I am sitting with not being able to do any of it yet though as I have no energy and that is not something I myself can control. The fur babies are all asleep so we are all in the same zone - and that is okay for now. There are some things I can do tonight and then hope I have the energy tomorrow to do what I need before Monday.

H has been good the last few days, which is helping @Zoe7 I spoke to him and let him knew exactly where my brain and thoughts were at the moment. ECT nurse didn't help on Friday. She asked if I had any SI or SH thoughts, but said it loud enough for the whole waiting room to hear. I of course said no, I wasn't going to tell her in front of everyone. Hopefully next week the normal head nurse is back on, she is so much better.

I am glad you are looking after yourself first hon and are putting your needs ahead of school work. I know the importance of getting it done, but you are more important than it. Squishy face seems to have fitted into your household so well and Tobes and Cat seem to be accepting of her.

Hopefully you have a bit more energy tomorrow. My weekend consists of being a mum taxi!!

Cat still doesn't like squishy face but she continues to try tomake friends with Cat - usually ends in squishy face running away and hiding behind the couch where Cat cannot get ...but she is fearless and keeps trying. I love the way she follows Tobes and wants to play with him - and it is good for Tobes as he has always wanted to play with Cat but being the older sister has completely snubbed him. I just hung out the washing (one thing I have managed to do) and squishy face followed Toby outside. I don't think she would go very far as she is a runner not a climber but not taking any chances - supervised visits to the backyard only - and as soon as Tobes is back inside she is right behind him anyway.

I am so glad you spoke to H and he has been supportive @Snowie but very annoyed for you at tat nurse - she had no right to do that to you and just further adds to the ridiculous care (or more precisely uncare) you have been receiving from those calls and now her. I hope the regular nurse is on next week and you can voice all your concerns to her.

Weekends are certainly Mum taxi days for you so I hope you get enough time to yourself also - hug Izzy and think of squishy face doing zoomies, pouncing on Tobes, playing with his toys and tail and being tooooo energetic for all of us today lol