SnowieSenior Contributor
My special place
Well yesterday certainly threw everything off track. But thanks to some very thoughtful and kind people I was able to get threw it and continue.
I cannot say a lot about what happened as I am sure you all understand but need this support in place.
Things WILL be ok, just a lot to work out.
Psych visit yesterday sorted out some of the things and more things will be happening early next week.
I am sorry if I put anyone through any despair, but unfortunately what happened yesterday morning had to be done.
Thank you all for your continued support. 
@outlander@Sans911@Former-Member@Bubbles3@Bunniekins@Shaz51@CheerBear@Phoenix_Rising@Faith-and-Hope@Former-Member@Zoe7@Queenie@Former-Member
Brain still not functioning anyone so sorry if I missed anyone
for @Phoenix_Rising as I know how much you don't like love hearts!!!
One of the most difficult things about MI in my opinion is how hard we are on ourselves - it is often that we feel self-blame for being how we are but you take so many steps to help yourself also Snowie and you also recognise the effect it has on those around you - some do not have that insight yet nor the ability to take steps to help themselves so whilst you may feel you are stuck in one spot ...from what I have observed and shared with you over a long time is you are making progress - it may seem small to you but it is pretty massive from my point of view. Every day you continue to care for your family, go to your appointments, undergo ECT, 'battle' with your mother (and get through it), and more recently the love you have shown for you S with allowing his cousin to stay is truly amazing. You put everyone else at the forfront of your mind and that shows me your immense strength, care and nurturing of those around you - so you not only have a lot to be very proud of but should give yourself a pat on the back for each and every day you get through. 
