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@Anastasia I think your good wishes and love today got us over the line Hon ....thank you for being you

It is super hard getting out of bed at times hon @Anastasia Just making it to the couch is a big achievement sometimes, so I hope you make it there sweetheart.

I am glad you have fond memories of him @Zoe7 It is always hard to get through those days.

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@Snowie It took me a long time to be able to get through the day without feeling sick Hon. I found him and tried to revive him but he was already gone. The harder parts were telling my Mum and other family members and then a family friend said they were glad it was me that found him because I was the strongest of everyone - they had no idea what that did to me. I then disappeared for the day and could not be involved in the subsequent funeral preparations - it was all just too much.

That is a heavy burden to carry @Zoe7 😔

I am so sorry 🙏

Well now you can think of the wins this weekend and our baked dinner will hopefully top off a celebration of your darling Pops life 💞

@Snowie proud of you for planning to speak to the nurse, I am certain she will be shocked to learn of this practice. We will all be with you in spirit holding your hand when you do x

It was for a long time @Anastasia but we cannot rewrite history (as much as we want to) so getting through it and moving forward is what I have in the moment - and that needs to be my focus with remembering my Pop through all the good times, the fond memories, everything he did for us and the amazing human he was. I am so looking forward to our roast tomorrow night - been making apple pie and brandy snaps all day LOL

@Zoe7 that must make the day so much more difficult for you hon. I remember being there when my Dad passed away and it is such a hard thing to deal with. My thoughts are with you sweetheart.

@Anastasia hoping talking to the head Nurse will help.

Will be back soon, got to take D to work.

@Snowie @Anastasia 🌸💙🌼💜 Going to head off myself for a while and do a few things before the footy is on again tonight. Love and hugs to you both 💕

@Snowie You would most likely be well and truly in sleepy land by now (I certainly hope so) but stopping by to send you some extra love tonight - just 'cos

@Anastasia Our girls won - so did our boys and Parra also - so a great day of sport in our house 👍

Have had snuggle time with Tobes and play time with squishyface - and even Cat cuddles - has made a difficult day so much better. 😺🐶😺💖 'See' you tomorrow night for dinner sweetheart

Morning @Snowie 🤗💕