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Thoughts are with you today @Snowie

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@Snowie Hope you are doing ok today my friend. Thinking of you 💕

@Snowie Read your WR post and I know it is meant to be no responses but I could not let you continue to think you are the cause of any of this. That lies solely on the shoulders of your brother ...and now your mother as she cannot see what has been layed right in front of her. You my dear sweet friend are in no way the cause here but you are a survivor. You have nothing to forgive within yourself - you did what you needed to do and despite the outcome not being what you expected or wanted it took an extraordinary amount of courage to confront what happened and to let those close to you know the truth. What they do with that information is their burden to carry - do not let it be yours now Hon. No-one will change what happened and no-one can change the views or actions of some of those around you but you also have a wonderful H, 2 great kids and of course Izzy and they are the ones that matter. You have shown such strength in speaking your truth and that is a lesson that you will also be able to pass on to your children - that right there is one amazing mother and all around human being and I could not be prouder to know you and call you a friend

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@Snowie

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Thanks you @outlander @Eve7 @Anastasia @Zoe7

I am so lucky to have such wonderful caring freinds on here.

Thank you for being a support through this difficult time.

I hope you all have a good day.

Lots of love and hugs 💌💌💌

@Zoe7 wrote ----- you also have a wonderful H, 2 great kids and of course Izzy and they are the ones that matter. You have shown such strength in speaking your truth and that is a lesson that you will also be able to pass on to your children - that right there is one amazing mother and all around human being and I could not be prouder to know you and call you a friend

I totally agree with @Zoe7

@Snowie sending you awesome hugs my friend

More hugs today @Snowie thinking about you lots hun.

I truly hope today is a bit better for you.

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Trying to find the motivation to do something this afternoon but have none at all. H wants me to do some things with him but I just want to stay on the couch.

Got a call from a nurse about ect yesterday, just checking in on me. She asked very personal questions (like if I have any thoughts on sh and si) and I am just meant to answer them honestly without even knowing her let alone her name. How do they think that is possible. It just makes me feel worse about myself because I lied to her.

Going to try and have a shower and then a cuppa. That might be it for me today.

Sorry to whoever is reading this, I just blurted all this out.