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My special place

My special place

Well yesterday certainly threw everything off track. But thanks to some very thoughtful and kind people I was able to get threw it and continue.

I cannot say a lot about what happened as I am sure you all understand but need this support in place.

Things WILL be ok, just a lot to work out.

Psych visit yesterday sorted out some of the things and more things will be happening early next week.

I am sorry if I put anyone through any despair, but unfortunately what happened yesterday morning had to be done.

Thank you all for your continued support.

@outlander@Sans911@Former-Member@Bubbles3@Bunniekins@Shaz51@CheerBear@Phoenix_Rising@Faith-and-Hope@Former-Member@Zoe7@Queenie@Former-Member

Brain still not functioning anyone so sorry if I missed anyone

for @Phoenix_Rising as I know how much you don't like love hearts!!!

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I wish my day was ending better. It just seems to end with more triggers. How can somthing so intimate feel so wrong and distressing. I dont even know if this is the place for this. I am sorry if i distress anyone. I cannot say anymore, i am already distraight.

Tiime to hide, to disappeear, to .......

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@Snowie💕💕

I can come and sit with you. Im ok to talk or whatever you might need. Please dont hide and dissppear, lets just take it a few minutes at a time.

A shower might help or a hot cup of tea

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Tried a shower and a cuppa @outlander nothing seemed to,work.

Perhaps this is a realisation that thing will never be on the same ever again. Maybe i need to let him go, it isnt fair to put up with me. I wouldnt want to deal with me either, who would? No one.

Perhaps i am just too far gone and beyond that point of no return.

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@Snowie ❤️

Sitting with you & hearing you.

Will keep you in our thoughts!!

Pipinya 🌿

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Your not to far gone @Snowie your having a terrible time of it and have been triggerred. Perhaps this topic could be spoken with your psych. Your not alone, survivors often have the same issue as you. Its a reason i dont want a relationship.
For now what about focussing on getting through tonight.

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Im sorry @outlander i know your day has been extremely difficult for you too. You should not have to take on my problems too.

Ignore me please.

How are you travelling in such a hard day

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Sitting with you @Snowie and I understand all too well what you are going through.

I have no answers but I do care 💜

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Im not taking on your problems plus theres no way id ignore you @Snowie you mean to much for me to do to that

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Hi @Snowie hoping today is better ❤️

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Slept ok last night so will take that as a bonus.

Have a busy day today of appointments. Have psych and pdoc today.

I know I will be mentally exhausted by the end of it but hoping they both go ok today.

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