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Sleep well dear @Snowie 🌼💙🌼

Sleep well @Snowie ..... ❤️❄️💤

@Snowie Just like you Hon - I am counting lol - cannot wait until these holidays as I really need a break too.

I am so glad today went okay for you all - not only did you do the right thing but it seems like it was really good for H in many ways. We do never know when or if we will see someone again so to have had that today is pretty important

@Snowie For you 🤗💕

Dear @Snowie

You are quiet and that is very unusual...I am just dropping in some love and hugs because I feel that you may need them.

Thinking of you @Snowie and hoping you are okay. I hope there is good in your day and you can find some light amongst the darkness. Love and hugs.

Emelia 💓

Thanks @Emelia8 @outlander

Slept ok thatnks to meds and prn.

The sun is shining bright here today, meant to be a wonderful day. Might try and take the dog for a walk if I can find the motivation.

Yesterday was a full on day with gp and psych so am happy that today is quieter.

Already been up the street and got some groceries. Relaxing now with a coffee. Got lots of washing to do today, it never seems to end 😒

Just an update.

Mum had my brothers 2 kids over last night for a sleepover. S gets on well with them even though they are younger then S. She asked me if it was alright if they could stay the night once they were here. I couldn't really say no, since they were already at my house, but put me in a tricky situation.

I don't have any contact with my B and him and the kids are a major trigger for me, so last night didn't go well. Ended up having lots of flashbacks and ended up SH.

Tomorrow is also a hard day with it being my Dad's anniversary of his death. Tomorrow it will mark 6 years since he passed away. I still remember that day like it was yesterday. I was in the hospital room when he died. He had been battling his terminal illness for a long time and there was nothing more that could be done for him. I am glad he is not going through the pain anymore but miss him so much. He was a great dad, awesome grandfather and had such a sweet caring soul.

I try and act happy during the day for the kids sake but deep down it hurts so much.

If you have read through all of this then thankyou. Just needed to get some things out of my mind. Hopefully this helps even just a little.