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My special place

My special place

Well yesterday certainly threw everything off track. But thanks to some very thoughtful and kind people I was able to get threw it and continue.

I cannot say a lot about what happened as I am sure you all understand but need this support in place.

Things WILL be ok, just a lot to work out.

Psych visit yesterday sorted out some of the things and more things will be happening early next week.

I am sorry if I put anyone through any despair, but unfortunately what happened yesterday morning had to be done.

Thank you all for your continued support.

@outlander@Sans911@Former-Member@Bubbles3@Bunniekins@Shaz51@CheerBear@Phoenix_Rising@Faith-and-Hope@Former-Member@Zoe7@Queenie@Former-Member

Brain still not functioning anyone so sorry if I missed anyone

for @Phoenix_Rising as I know how much you don't like love hearts!!!

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@Sans911 Hi Sans911 hope your meeting has/is going well. I have been catching up with doing the back yard after all the rain. Has been fabulous getting my hands dirty and is not hot either. Wonderful. Hoping to 'see' you later xx.

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Thinking of you @Sans911 ..... hope it went well.

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hi sis just wanted to see how your going? @Snowie

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Hi sis @outlander. I am ok, probably over did it this morning with trying to do too much so just been watching BBT all afternoon/evening.

How are you going?

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Afternoon @Snowie

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Well hello sweetie @Sans911, I will say good evening back!!

How has your day been?

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I can't wait until YOUR daylight saving ends; I often feel so rushed to catch up with everyone in the east before you log out to retire @Snowie.

I have had a bit of a meh day- I don't feel physically so great right now, but I think I possibly had such a stressful week mentally, but physically I haven't been drinking enough fluids or eating very well. So I am little blah right now. And I had to contend with a very packed train of football fans on my way back from the BBQ who refused to move down. When I said 'If Londoners can do it, so can you'- lol- I was promptly told to go back home. I replied that I was already there. Sheesh- what a lot of BS.

I would have caught the second train to get home, but that also would have had these people on it to drop them off at the fancy new stadium- my stop is well after that- so I thought there was no way I was getting on another packed train. I don't know if I should have shut that thought down and sucked it up, because as I went through the city to get the bus, I came across the refugee protesters (It is Palm Sunday today).

That made me even more angry, as this time last year, an ex-friend of mine was present at this event. She had dumped me about a year or so ago, no reason at all, contact suddenly ceased and I couldn't get any response with messages, email or voice mails left. I went to this event initially to support it, but I knew this woman was a supporter. All I wanted to do was ask her if we could talk, but as soon as she saw me (before I opened my mouth) she turned away from me and said 'No. Go away. Just fk off and go away. I never want to see you again'. I was floored that she would humilate me in front of her friends, co-workers and the public. It made me feel very, very, very low, and I couldn't even make it home until I had spoken to SCBS.

So obviously coming across this event (I haven't even thought it tbh) a year later scared the hell out of me, but I was so angry as well. I thought if i dared to see her, she would have a verbal vitriol right back at her. Thankfully I didn't. But I was upset to see people paying money for t-shirts and other commercial items when that money could be used for so many practical things, like sanitary items for refugee women, or clothing, etc. This refugee protest group and the associated student ones have been around for some years now. Have they acheived anything? Nope,nada, zip! Sorry (meekly climbs down from soap box and slps out of the crowds). Rant over.

Have you relaxed a little after overdoing it? Quite night planned at your house? How is your husband, and more the point you, after the other day?

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Nothing wrong with a bbt afternoon @Snowie ❤ was it another sport day for the kids?
Sorry for the delay ive got mum yakking on and my old boss having a go at me all the same time.

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geezus @Sans911 what a day youve had!! and what a bi**ch your ex friend is.

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