My special place

Sometimes I just wish people would mean it when they ask if I am ok, instead of justing saying it as the polite thing to do. If you don't care about the answer then don't bother asking me. All It does is bring more negative thoughts to myself and makes me feel like I am beyond worth it and beyond caring about myself.

Please note. I am not talking about anyone here. It is irl where the injustice and self loathing is at its worst.

I think I need a break from myself, from my family and from the world in general. There is only one,way I can achieve this. So for now goodbye.

Dear @Snowie

I dont quite know what to make of the last sentences of your post.

But clearly you are distressed, so I'm concerned for you. Please please seek help if you are not able to keep yourself safe.

Much love to you and a hug.

Emelia 😔💞

Hi @Snowie,

I'm so sorry you're feeling this way - that no one truly cares, they're just going through the motions and don't want to actually sit with you and listen. I am very concerned about your post and how this is impacting you, so I'm going to send an email to check in with you.

We are here with you, and our care for you is genuine

Please don’t give up @Snowie You are a very worthwhile person and you mean so much to many here and I am sure your h and kids too.

Maybe hospital is your safe place for now. Please reach out when you go for ECT tomorrow. I hope the kind nurse is there again.

Big hug 🤗

You will be in my thoughts today dear @Snowie , sending you love and hugs 💞

Is anyone around?

I’m listening and about to have afternoon tea.

How are you my buddy?

Had ECT this morning @Eve7 @outlander

Not going to well this afternoon, struggling to keep it all together.

Just need someone to sit with me.