My special place

Just had a call from my psych's office. They had to change my next appointment from mid Jan to late Jan. Just another delay and another couple of weeks that I cannot see her.

It is really hard not to take this personally. It is really hard to be rejected once again.

@Snowie 😔💕

I’m sorry @Snowie . That is so not good. I’d be taking it personally too.

It’s hard enough at this time of year without that!!

Here for you.

Big gentle hug

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Far out @Snowie not good.

I'm sorry it's happened again 😟

Sending hugs and hugs 💞

💜❄️ ..... @Snowie

Thanks @Anastasia @Eve7 @Emelia8 @Faith-and-Hope

Logically I know it is not my fault but unfortunately our brains don't work that way 😒😒

She also said that when I do see her again that I can only do fortnightly appointments instead of weekly appointments. Perhaps i am just in that too hard basket, makes me feel like I am not worth her time. Makes me feel insignificant, unworthy and unimportant.

There goes my brain overthinking things again.

Well @Snowie you are significant, worthy and important.

You are also worth the time. I overthink too but it’s not true what we tell ourselves and I know you know that but it’s tough when we feel rejected by our support.

Hold on tight hun, here together with you and for you. One day at a time and you have your holiday coming up.

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Our brains are very good at overthinking things @Eve7

Am here for you too sweetheart 💜

You’re right about our brains @Snowie

I didn’t go shopping but I have had a shower. It’s torrential here and my garden is flooded. We have sandbags everywhere.

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Well done for having a shower hun @Eve7

Sometimes even the smallest things are big achievements for us.

Sounds bad, hoping your house doesn't get flooded too. I have watched the news about how much rain other states are getting.