My special place

what about you @Snowie do you have a random question?

I like dolphins too, would love to swim with them

OK, if you could go anywhere in the world, where would it be?

hmm i havent really experinces australia yet. i think though id love to go back to canberra, see melbourne or go over to perth.

i went to canberra a few yrs ago and it was good, melbourne has the melb cup and id love to go to the one day, and have been wanting to go to perth since a long time. its really pretty over there and a few sites i think would be worth seeing

ive been to qld a few times but if i hadnt then that would be a place id like to fo too @Snowie

what about you and you cant say canada this time

Sorry I am not good at this tonight. I can't bring myself to tell hubby how I feel, why is it so super hard. Others wish they had someone supportive next to them and here is me not telling him how I really feel.

I just want to end everything.

I'm sorry hun, I think I better go. It is not fair on you or anyone else to listen to my ramblings. Thank you for your help tonight. I hope you get some sleep sis @outlander

i dont mind listening to your ramblings @Snowie not at all and dont apologises, theres no need either if you can manage it maybe you could jsut have a small quiet chat to hubby. he doesnt need full details jsut abit like your having a rough time atm but its up to you and i respect your decision

please please keep safe ok you mean the world to me and others here i know too

Can you write it down @Snowie ? Sometimes that is easier than talking.

The staff at the hospital spoke with your hubby too didn’t they ? Was he given a care plan to help you through pinch-points like this ?

Hugs Hon ....

💜

@outlanderI will try, don't want to but will try

@Faith-and-Hopethe pdoc spoke to him in there but wasn't given a care plan.

I'll try and write it down. That might help, even though I will probably stuff that up too.

try writing even jsut a little bit @Snowie he really cares about you and i know you dont want to burden him either but i think he just wants to support you the best he can too

just try

Maybe ask the doc for a plan for hubby to be able to help you cos he is probably feeling a bit helpless in terms of what you need too Hon.

That is for another time ...... please keep safe tonight 💜

I'll try @Faith-and-Hope, would have to get into contact with her somehow. The pdoc I saw in hospital was not my normal pdoc.

I know he does feel helpless but if I tell him how I feel he will just tell me to think of the kids and him and make me more upset. I'm just a burden to them...