My special place

She is being very selfish @Snowie especially as she will not recognise what he has done and the immense about of pain this has caused you for so long. You had no choice as to how your life would be affected but you do have that choice now to not let him keep hurting you - and if not having him in your life at all is what it takes to get to that point then you are more than within yiur rights to do so. Your mother either needs to get on board with your decision or move out - sorry to be so blunt but her continual denial and defence of your brother is not healthy for you. I know that if that was the ultimatum for her then there is a very big chance you would lose her in your life as well but your health and happiness is paramount. You have a wonderful H and kids and a life of your own to manage without having that constant anxiety and fear about what she is going to say and how much that continues to hurt you. If she wants to think only of herself then let her do it somewhere else and then see how she copes.

Thanks @Zoe7 💌💌

I've just got no words at the moment

That is quite okay Hon - here for you @Snowie

@Zoe7 💜💜

I hope you have had good day @Snowie

I read that you are going to the snow which is wonderful. You really deserve some family time with lots of R&R and, of course, snow!!

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My day has been ok @Eve7

A bit of a muddled day, thankful for PRN😒

Yes looking forward to going to the snow. Snowie will be in her element!!

How are you going?

hugs @Snowie

hello @Eve7 , @Zoe7 , @outlander , @Maggie

Sorry about the muddled day @Snowie but so happy for your holiday and wish I could say “post lots of photos” haha but I’ll just imagine you with a big smile on your face.

I’m still processing what pdoc said yesterday and just can’t talk about it atm.

Some person told me today I should try some positive thinking ahh!! Tell that to the gremlins in my head...some people have no effing idea 🤬

Did you see your pdoc yesterday? Take care my ect buddy.

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Thanks @Shaz51

👋 hope you’re ok

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I'll post a few photos @Eve7 but none that could give away where I am of course.

Ugh, I hate when people tell me to think positive. If I could do that then life would be much easier.

I am around when and if you want to talk about your pdoc appt.

Saw my psychologist yesterday, gave me a lot to think about.