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It sounds like she is in complete denial @Snowie and that is incredibly hurtful for you ...but to believe your B over you is just another layer to the hurt. So sorry she is incapable of believing the truth Hon - that is not your fault though - it is completely on her. None of that changes what happened Snowie and you have our support here sweetheart

She is in denial @Zoe7 She says that he can't remember anything and that he has no clue what I am talking about. The she starts saying how can she have a 70th Birthday when we cannot be in the same house together. Then she says she wishes I never said anything to her.

I can't stand her, I wish she would move out and go live somewhere else but I know that will never happen (she hasn't got the money).

I have taken prn so hopefully that will help

I'm sorry for the rant

How are you doing tonight?

Rant away Hon - very happy to listen to you @Snowie

I completely understand you not wanting her to be living with you - it is hard enough knowing she does not want to believe you but that must be soooo much harder having her live with you. That kind of tension in the house is not good for you sweety - no wonder your anxiety is through the floor

I am watching Escape to the Chateau - got hooked on it a few weeks ago and am enjoying seeing the changes the couple are making to the chateau they bought. I don't like most of what they are doing but it is interesting to watch - a bit of light relief. I'll have a shower once it is over.

I just don't know how to handle her. She always says these things when H is not here. She would never say it when he is around. She acts all sweet and innocent when he is here @Zoe7

I don't care even if she believes me or not, I just wish she would keep her opinions to herself and not upset me. Today was hard enough without her adding fuel to the fire. Then all those unhelpful behaviours and thoughts come flooding back. Need to put my batman signal out tonight 😥

I have seen that show hun and it is good. I like watching home improvement shows.

Watching BBT for a change!

Bat signal seen and understood @Snowie 👍 Going to sit right here with you for as long as you need Hon - and rant away as much as you need too. It is so disappointing that she cannot respect those boundaries and even worse she does it when H isn't around - that would make me angry too Snowie - how conniving of her - grrrrr!!!!

Watching BBT - wow would never have guessed lol

Sitting would be good @Zoe7 Thank you 💕

You are welcome Hon

They are having a High Tea wedding on Escape to the Chateau @Snowie It all looks amazing.

I'll switch over to ABC after this - that is my Friday night - nice and relaxed on the couch with Tobes and some tv viewing.

How are the kids going with schooling at home?

The kids are going ok @Zoe7

They have been managing pretty much themselves. They log on via zoom and seem to be going well with their classes. Fingers crossed no problems so far 🤞

That is great @Snowie Kids are so adaptable and probably dealing with it much better than most teachers. We are not doing face to face learning - all work will be done via Seesaw so the kids can post work, pictures and videos and we cna do the same back. I will be avoiding the video part but as I am fulltime I think I will be on class more than online ...we will find out Monday who will be doing what and when.

I hope it works out for you @Zoe7 and you can be in the class room instead of online.

I think it is harder for primary school children, they need a lot more direction. I think I am lucky they are noth in secondary school.