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so far our school are still open @Snowie
the prime ministers doing a press conference and is hoping the school might stay open till end of term which is only 2 weeks away anyway.
but I had to giggle because hes said that parents actually need to take responsibility for those kids not at school and not allowing them to go to malls etc and they are to stay home.
I think half the kids here think that its a holiday but I hope they actually listen and stay home and if they are away.
im a little tossed between im glad they are still open cause it gives me a chance to still do what I need with whatever things are still currently open and I kind of wish they would do a full lockdown and try to get it all under control asap and stop the spread of it.

they are considering about tenancy stuff but haven't gotten that far yet but update us here literally every half hour so if anything changes im sure we will know! maybe they'll do rent stop for a few weeks while most people aren't even able to work.

yep we aren't going anywhere unless we have to. kids basically go to and from school and the horses which we go during the quiet times.
everything is basically closed anyway including all of our sporting events until at least 8 weeks so theres really not much going to be done besides school stuff, theres horses and just have to find things to entertain ourselves at home unless its necessary to go out.

your welcome @Snowie I want to be here for you and its easy to keep you company. I hope you sleep well, will try to catch up with you tomorrow ❤❤

Could your pdoc help with referring and arranging other/extra support @Snowie?

@Snowie
so glad youll have the opportunity for the phone call psych session, hopefully thatll be able to be continued too

All the best this morning with you psych hun. And I'm glad you are thinking about extra supports. You need it and deserve so don't ever feel ashamed to ask for what you need.

@Snowie

Oh @Snowie you are so right. People do need to think before they speak. But they lash out to those closest to them first in their anger and pain. That doesn't make it right at all. And it hurts like a sharp instrument. I'm so, so sorry.

What your M fails to see us you didn't choose any of this mental health crap. I know that if you could have the old you back you would. And the mental illness you are experiencing is as a result of trauma. Severe trauma. It's damn hard to exaggerate. And kids are surprisingly resilient. We don't give them enough credit for how tough they are.

I hear you say that you want to say goodbye to all this. I know sometimes that's a code word for something else. I hope with the love and support of H, your health professionals and us here in the forum you can hold on during this turbulent time.

You are doing the right thing for you and your family. You are protecting your children and yoursel. I get it feels so wrong, but I'm going to keep telling you took very brave actions.

Much love sweetheart 💕💕💕💕

@Snowie 💌💌💌